biology was a blur because it was just andrew telling me i have talent and mrs. k talking.
of course algebra goes by stupidly slow.
pros: i remember stuff when i go to do homework cons: it's my slowest class.
i watched as the clock turned to 2:38.
the last bell of the day rang.
i got out of my seat excited to see andrew.
he's the highlight of my lowlife.
i rounded the corner and see something that broke me.
mentally and physically.
heather and andrew.
kissing.
as soon as i saw them, tears filled my eyes.
my heart began to break.
andrew looked taken back.
"hayden please it's not what it looks like." andrew said.
heather stood there with a proud smirk.
"i knew this was too good to be true." i said before running out of the school.
i ran to his house and locked myself in the bathroom.
i was about to do something i hadn't done in three years.
i found a razor.
this ones for love.
this ones for my stupidity.
this ones for him.
this ones for heather.
this ones for trust.
this ones for loyalty.
this ones for relationships.
the more i thought the deeper the cuts got.
the last thing i remember is his voice saying; "hayden, i've always loved you, baby."
then darkness.
