SHALL

Shall 36

And I shall be telling this with a sigh
so loud, tormented, and high
that it can reach the book of destiny
and change my decreed fate
lest I can perpetually love you
and we would never break .
But I rather know the harsh reality
that I'm suffocating and even such
minute attempt is quite useless
and I have unwillingly chosen
the road much traveled by
and unfortunately the woodlands of my fate are dry.
I stood watching us collapse under the October twilight water ,
so much in threat and our relationship in slaughter.
Now it's over and the mirrors of the sky are still,
indicating that I must earnestly give up on our love.