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Song: Too Good At Goodbyes- Sam Smith
New Beginning
One year later.
Life in New York has never been easy. The first few months were completely full of adjustments. I need to adjust a lot of times so that I can fit in with them.
Dahil iba ang nakasanayan ko, iba rin ang kanila. Hindi naman pwedeng sila pa ang mag-adjust para sa akin, e, sila 'yung mas matagal nang nanirahan dito kaysa sa akin.
Ever since I got here, kabi-kabilang shoots na ang lagi kong pinupuntahan. I'm loaded with work. Hindi na ata ako naubusan ng trabaho.
I have also been invited to a lot of events wherein there are lots of famous people in it.
I strive so hard at work so that I can make myself feel better. Malapit ko nang makamit yon. I didn't know that starting over again would be this refreshing. Parang binigyan ulit ako ng panibagong buhay. Para itama ang mga nagawa kong kamalian noon.
I shouldn't waste time grieving about the past. Because the past will serve as a lesson and I should move on from it.
Kaya naman ay sinamantala ko iyon. Since I'm living a new life... Pinaikli ko ang buhok ko. Kung dati ay umaabot pa ito hanggang baywang. Ngayon, hanggang balikat ko nalang ito.
I know doing this is very common for people who really wants to move on, but I don't know... it made me feel better somehow.
I also put some highlights on my hair. My friends here were shocked to see me with my new hairstyle. Sabi nila ay sayang naman daw ang mahaba kong buhok noon. Ang sabi ko nalang ay naiinitan na ako sa panahon sa New York pero ang totoo talaga ay nag momove on ako.
Moving on from everything.
Moving on from him.
Ganito naman diba kapag nagmomove on? You change something about yourself para hindi mo na makikita pa ang dating ikaw.
I heard that he's been accepted to one of the national teams in NFL. Then good for him. Mas lalo siyang sisikat. Mas lalong mabibigyang pansin ang kakayahan niya.
Sa isang taon ko dito ay marami nang nangyari sa buhay ko. Kung dati ay sikat na international model lang ako... Ngayon ay supermodel na.
I got casted at Victoria's Secret Fashion Show and I got the chance to walk on their runaway last December.
Ryan was so happy nung sinabi ko sakanya iyon. Pumunta pa talaga siya dito para lang mapanood ako. But he only stayed for a while at sa magulang niya na siya tumuloy instead of staying in my apartment.
Kung may oras lang ako para bumibisita sa bahay ng pamilya ni Ryan dito ay ginawa ko na. Kaso, wala lang talaga kong oras dahil sa trabaho ko. Bukod sa kabi-kabilang photoshoots, kailangan ko rin mag-travel dahil minsan doon ginaganap ang ibang shoots.
