The Bad Days

Me

They found out half my secret today. And of course they were quick to judge. Like always. I bet the school knows already. Gossip spreads like wildfire. I can't this the only one I told was the only one I thought I could trust. Emma. She broke that trust by telling Mason and Addison. I can't believe she would betray me like that where she knows the pain of stuff like this I mean she suffers from depression too why would she do this? I trusted her I really did. I shouldn't have opened my big mouth I should have kept quite like alexis had said to do. But no of course Mason had to go and accuse me of being a liar. Accuse me of trying to hide the fact I was breaking and felt like dying inside. They can't tell me what I can and can't do. But what they did is like setting me in fire it burns in one spot at first and then eventually everywhere like there is no stopping it. I'm so mad but I also feel like curling into a ball in the corner of my room and crying myself to sleep like every other night in my stupid life. I HATE MY LIFE !!! I want to scream it to the world. HOW COULD LIFE SUCK SO MUCH WHEN ITS SUPPOSED TO BE SO GOOD??!!