[C] Don't Recall | svt joshua

24/03/17

6.45PM

I guess I am throwing this book because I just realize that this book is full of scribbles, about Joshua. I can't believe myself. All these years, I still have tiny spark of crushing him. He better be happy with Sujeong or I will kill him.

~Kim Runa

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Mingyu has finally gone home. Ugh, a trouble is over. I am outside, admiring the sunset after scribbling down the book. My mind is somehow, travelling back so far in my memories. My old memories.

{Flashback}

"I have something to tell you," I braved myself as I approached the man of my dream. His name tag read as Joshua Hong.

"Yes?" His soft look really melted my heart and he stole my attention from the first time I met him. Guess he had many good points.

"I, honestly I li--"

But I was wrong about him. Everything. He shushed me halfway.

"Don't say it please,"

He looked like the guiltiest man on earth. I could feel the guilt in his words. As if he was forced to say it.

"If you love me, please keep it."

I couldn't believe that came from my bestfriend's mouth.

I said fine and then left.

I pretended that it wasn't hurt when looking at him, when found out that he actually was with someone else. What hurt more was our friendship fell apart and we were like strangers until we departed on our own way.

{End of flashback}

I take a deep breath. I am so stupid. Ugh.

I narrow my eyes as I see Mingyu parks his car (his mom's exactly, that dude is too poor to buy a car yet lmao) in front of the porch.

And this time, he brings a friend. That cold emo guy who zoned out 24/7/365. 

"Why did you bring Wonwoo?"

Mingyu grins sheepishly. "He said he wanna know you better?" He nudges Wonwoo who suddenly become shy.

"Know me better my ass," I snicker.

"What, I am serious aight!" Wonwoo pouts, making us chuckle and laugh him off.