Random Book About Random Crap 2

for you..

i sure hope the person this is meant for notices its for her...

you and i have been talking since nash became someone you really look up to (a father figure) and honestly i never had the guts to say anything cause there was always something keeping us apart. i consistently think about you and play little scenarios of how we would be if we were a couple, seeing you driving, laughing or smiling makes me so happy. i wish you could see the stupid smile i get when we talk to each other, i wish to be yours forever and to hold you and cherish you until we both die, i wanna have grey hair and tell everyone you we're my first love and the first girl i ever noticed. it's difficult to say this because well.. i'm nothing but just someone who gives you positive messages and cuddles when you need them. i don't think you notice being with you and talking to you caused me to like you and have a crush on you. each day i wonder what you think when you hear my name, some nights i catch myself wide awake, smiling because i'm thinking about you. i have gained so much liking for you, it's turning into the special three words that i am terrified to say because i don't want to lose you, i'd hate not being able to hold you and wipe your tears when you cry, i'd hate to know that you don't want me when all i want is for us to be happy to live a happy life and have kids, i often picture us holding hands and watching movies, sitting on the back of my truck while looking up as the sunset falls and stars start to light up the sky, you are like the star in my sky, it's always there in my mind, in my eye and in my heart. you're name gives me butterflies and hearing someone else say your name makes me think about how much you really mean to me.. i'm terrified to tell you so i wrote it in this note, for you and i hope you know who you are.. i've said it before not too long ago but i'm sure you didn't realize what i meant.. but  i love you and i definitely want to be with you.. you make me so happy, laugh a little louder and you make me feel like the only guy in the world. i want to be the one to show you off to everyone and make every dude jealous because you'd be mine.. i love you.