Steps into the past

DR. Sheperd who ?

At the next morning my Alarm went on.
I went to the bathroom ,
And did my make up.
8:30 I have to go.
I went to the reception
A young lady called a taxi for me.
Mrs. Stevens your taxi is here she said.
I went outside it was the same taxi driver as yesterday.
Hey Mrs Stevens
What can I do for you today ?
He asked me.
Again to the Grey Sloan Memorial hospital.
I strapped to myself.
And how you're doing?
He asked me ?
Oh I'm fine I guess.
Is Everything okay you look depressed
Even yesterday you looked like this.
Mhh my life is a mess at the moment,
Yesterday I found out that my daughter has brain cancer .
Oh that's horrible I'm sorry for you .
We were chatting for a while.
We are here he said.
I paid again and went out.
Today it was the same feeling as yesterday
My stomach turned around and my hands were shaking.
I went upstairs to Hannah's room.
Here father was standing outside,
Hey he said I asked how she is doing.
Hannah It goes according to the circumstances accordingly.
She is nervous and scared because of the operation, her father said.
Doctor Bailey went to us,
Good morning she said ,
Everything is prepared
We will pick her up in an hour.
Dr. Stevens can I talk to you ?
Yes of course .
What's up  I asked her .
I'm sorry that you're not allowed in the OR
But I got you a appointment with Dr. Sheperd  now, you can talk about the operation with her
I hope this is up to you.
Thanks Bailey !
We went to the neuroroom
I was nervous again my hands were sweating.
I opened the door slowly, I expected derek
But there was a woman.
She has brown short hair.
Hey im Doctor Sheperd she said, nice to meet you.
Hey ahhmm Doctor Sheperd ?
Where is Derek ?
I asked her shocked!
Oh wait you're Izzie the one with the Brain Tumor your Tumor was beautiful, it's a pleasure too meet you, OMG I'm meeting the Ozzie Stevens.
Meredith hasn't tell you what happens to Derek ?
No she hasn't !
What happened to him !
I think you should talk in person with Meredith
It's her story she has to tell you this !
Oke I said in a thoughtful voice.
But what about Hannah ? I asked her ?
We will Cutting through the skin and drilling through and removing part of the skull to gain access to the brain.
She explained me.
Please be careful
I need her alive.
You can't understand how it is to lose a child.
She went quite I saw the pain on her face.
Is everything okay I asked, I know that I don't
Know you but I saw you yesterday with Owen.
I know Owen he has a great soul.
She blocked the conversation.
Anyways this is the plan how we will operate her ,
She said.
Okay thank you
I said in a stunning voice .
I went away.
I was like a tunnel with my thoughts until alex appeared,
I don't like you I don't want to talk to you , but Hannah is going to the OR now and I'm her doctor so i have to tell you.
He did not look into my eyes.
Fine Alex you hate me,
I went away he looked stunning at me.
I guess he wasn't expecting that I chanced,
Okay I don't really changed but I tried to,
I must suppress my emotions I'm trying to play cool but it's way more harder as I thought.
While we were going alex was quite,
I really want to say something but instead of it was quite too.
We were in front of hannah's door
I opened it slowly,
Hey I want to wish you good luck for your operation.
Thanks Hannah's said.
She was taken to the OR.
Her parents were standing next to me
She is in good hands trust me.
I went away