Trail of words

You'll never know

You'll never know how much I was laughed and teased
How I was too fat to be anything pretty
How I was never gonna get anyone with my fatness
How I was forced to change out my uniqueness
I am today what is left of a broken soul
I don't think I'll ever tell u about the story that was never told

You can hate me, despise me and even curse me
You'll never compete with the screams my head brings
You've never felt what it was like to lose hope
Till you find your self all alone to cope
You'll never know where all the happiness gone and went
But you can see there's just a little broken girl left

Maybe I'll look to the sky and thing of the happy things
Thinking of the fairy tales of the kings and queens
I'll fall back into the grass with a grin on my face
When all my problems have gone to waste
Maybe you'll come to forgive me, though it is risky
I can never explain how I'm so sorry