My Little Turtle

Dont you hate it when....

Am I the only one with a list of things that are just annoying?

Like when you open a Popsicle stick upside down...

And you try not to get your fingers on the cold sticky treat...

Or when you stub your toe on that piece of furniture

You thought was at least another ten feet away

It's even worse in the dark

Ouch.

What about those days

When you just can't get your hair to stay down right

To keep it parted one way when it just flips on its own the other direction

Or when it's to flat

Or curly

Or puffy

Those days I really hate

Those bad hair days

Or when you really sick

Don't you hate it when your really sick

And something fun comes up

Like a party the next day

Or a school field trip

Or when winter is coming to a close

And you have one nice 65 degree day

And your stuck inside

Because you can barely move

The only thing you do is lay their in pain...

Your achey and you bones hurt

Or soar and your muscles pain

Or when your chest is tight

And it hurts to inhale and exhale

You wheeze, and when you cough you feel like your whole lung is going to explode

Your throat is burning, soar from anything

Your head is congested,

Nose running but it's soar from all the rough tissues you've used

Hundreds of tissues.

Ears pop and crackle

They ring.

You miss out on a lot

And you feel like the world is a haze...

Just a confused haze right now

Feeling the side effects on the medicine that was prescribed to you

Or maybe it's just the side effects of life crunching down on you

You think it's other things...

But your just going to pass them off

Because it will get better

For you atleast

For me to I suppose

We just have a lot of figure out yet...

(A ton...)

Just some feelings to get by

Then we'll be okay,

I'll get better...

I should get better

(I hope)

Maybe I won't always be sick and hurt

(Maybe)

But I do have such a high tolerance to this pain

So used to it

So if I'm used to it then why should I even care what happens

Because I feel oddly responsible?

Trying to make everything good?

Maybe that's why?

It's just... Pain,

Pain happens to often that's why I'm used to everything

So nonchalant

I would say uncaring but I do care

I will admit I care about only a few things.

(You)