To Love Again

Little one - 44

Ella's POV:

To say everyone took the news of me being pregnant well Is an under statement.

Although overall my mother was the most excited by far.

She went on suggesting names of all sort she even went as far as suggesting the name Nutella and when I asked her why the hell I would call my child that she said in her vocabulary it means "a gift from god" I never felt so proud and ashamed at the same time.

As for the dudes when they first found out Hunter had the audacity to high five Ryder and I quote say "I see you finally smashed that." Earning him a punch from yours truly.

What can I say don't mess with a crazy pregnant chick.

Although what surprised me the most was Alec's reaction when he found out he sent a longing look towards Alex, although I don't think she noticed due to the fact that she was to busy blushing and squealing in my direction. Overall nothing goes past supper mama. Yes I'm making nicknames for myself

"Stupid "

"Ekh Shut up inner me "

When Blake and his girlfriend or should I say soon to be fiancé Valerie. Supper mama knows everything 'mwahahahaah' okay no he told me he's planning something. Anyways back to the point they were thrilled at the idea of there being a new addition to our 'family' with all the time we've spent together we have all turned into a mini cute family.

Even though I am overwhelmed with happiness there is still this small part of me that is filled with sadness that I wouldn't be able to experience this happiness with my sister and father. 

I'm sure if my sister was still here she would've start screaming her head of them ask about the details about how 'it' happened and then go off planning a baby shower of some sort.

While my father would've strangled Ryder about not proposing.

Now that I think about it why hasn't he proposed yet..? Am I supposed to propose? Or.. is he waiting for the right moment ..? Or does he not want to get married at all?

Okay that's off topic get you head back in the game Ella!

Anyways overall everyone is thrilled and excited about the news about the fact that there will soon be a new member added to the family and hopefully many more to come.

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It's been about 12 weeks since we found out that that I was pregnant and in all honestly I have never been happier.

Other than the fact that I may look like a hippo in the months to come but yeah.

I was currently standing in front of a large mirror which was in my and Ryder's room just staring at myself.

Or should I say my stomach.

A mini baby bump was starting to show from under my short red night gown, and I simply couldn't take my eyes off it.

I placed my hand on my small baby bump and simply tried to make sense of it all it was all just so weird.

Like who would've thought that I Ella would grow up to actually stay together with this guy that's supposed to be a bad boy but to me was just a big teddy bear, and for the love of god I think he made me less of a badass.