I Am A Puzzle
I bleed untearingly
for I forsee my future
It is grim
But understandable
I know my destiny
But I fear my fate
If you must know
For you seek the answer
I may be a puzzle with missing pieces
But I know I must not give up my search
It is the feeling of being loved I look for
But I know now I am uncared for
I wish upon the stars
For one last glimpse of hope
If you show yourself in my dreams, i will not see
But I may yearn for you again
I care unconditionally for you
But you seem not to see
It scars my soul to see you run
If you look closely I am torn and broken
I must decide between black and white
But the gray between is fading
If I dream of the missing pieces, I can see you
But you don't know the whole me yet
I must know where to look
If I want to find my treasure
I Love You
Every night I dream
But I seem to fail to see your love
Please always be with me
Because I love you
Roses are red violets are blue,
Have I mentioned I'm in love with you?
Please be mine
Your all I've ever wanted
Don't slip away like yesterday
Because I love you
If you leave
Now that I have finally found you
I will cry out my soul and grieve
Because I love you
I beg you to stay
I want you to love me
Please feel my pain if you leave
Because I love you
I'm Not Pretending
Love seems like a dream
Too far away to reach
Too hard to try
Too easy to forget about
We all pretend
Everyone plays the game
"I love so-and-so"
But do we really?
When we finally love
When your not forcing yourself
We get scared
Nobody cares if its true
Once we do feel love
And don't care what others think
We embrace the feeling
As if it were a long lost friend
What if I were to say,
Love wasn't an impossible dream,
That it was real and true
And I felt that way about you?
I...
I stand and walk tall,
Though I'm not.
I speak aloud and my mind,
Though nothing is heard.
I shed tears,
But not a drop falls.
I wear a smile,
Though there is no shine.
I feel pain,
Though I show not.
I have hate,
Though I speak not.
I can love,
Though I've not a chance.
I am patient,
few people are worthy of it.
No one can contest to who I am,
Though I do.
I pretend not to care,
and I do.
I can make more wishes,
But I know none will come true.
