Sadness
Something that painful
Adressing a matter that concerns no one else
Daring the world to make you a target
Needing to hide and cure yourself of the disease
Easing yourself out of the cave that holds you
Sensing that you'll never be the same
Scaring away the evil that tries to consume you
Shadow Friends
The shadows are safe
They hold me when I am alone
They laugh when I smile
They clear my mind
Of silly insanities
All of my shadow friends love me
They love me-all me only me
From my sadness to my happiness
From my shyness to my awkward outbursts
I trust them
They know me and care about me
Anyone outside looking in
Would call it depression
Where my shadow friends see joy
Everyone else sees fear and guilt
They think that I think
I am guilty for loving my shadows
That is were they are wrong
With my shadow friends comes happiness
With anything else comes loneliness
They say that the shadows
Are figments of my imagination
When my shadow friends went away
I felt sad. But to everyone else
I looked happy
Sing Me To An Endless Sleep
Pale as the moon I seek to see
I want to know why I am stuck
In this endless dreamless sleep.
To have you as a friend was luck
To have you kiss me was unnatural
You called it a golden future
I was going to be your angel
Smiling was to agree but then i saw the glimmer
Oh how your teeth shown
No protest could stop the slice in my neck
The pain was to much for me as I changed alone
I wanted to die in the sweet of his nectar
When I awoke again He smiled
I didn't want to cry nor live through the pain
I was brand-new, a savage. I was wild
As I was undead i lived in vain
killing become an untold passion
My master was horrified at what he created
My silent eyes turned from black to crimson
I had been an angel and become a burned rosebud
Finally He gave me an option
I knew not how to choose
Pick one... pick a poison
I gave in suddenly needing to fix my miscues
And now I am here today
A more solid strong
I feel the need to celebrate tonight
Because I have told you a life song...
