— ❝because my heart won't listen to these words as i thought.❞ —
renjun,
i don't love you anymore. i hate you. i don't want to see you again. but, why is my heart not listening to me? i feel frustrated. i want to forget you, i really do.
but all i feel is hatred. i hate myself. why can't i just forget you? i want this feeling to stop. i want everything to stop.
