can you keep a secret ( zayn malik vampire fan fiction )

chapter ( 26) broken

I was listening to adrop in the ocean by ron pope , waiting for superman by  daughtry & rainy season by hunter hayes while I was writing so I think you should listen to them ^_^

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alice pov

I open my eyes slowly trying to see where am I

I remember what happened with zayn ,was it all just a dream? did he really leave ?

how could he do that to me? I can't lose him?

I 'm in my room my mum is sleeping on a chair near my bed

"mum" I said

"honey you are awake finally I was so sacred" she hugged me with tears in her eyes

"mum please tell me that zayn is still here please tell me he didn't leave " I cried

"I'm sorry alice but he is gone I even went to his family to ask about him they said he had to leave but they didn't tell me where or why "

"but mum I love him I can't lose him not now " I cried more

"baby please don't cry he must had his reasons to leave who knows maybe he will come back"

"but he said he won't come back beside he told me it was out of his hands "

"I don't know what to say alice but even if he didn't come back you have to move on"

"no no I want him only him we love each other"

"I'm sorry alice please just get some rest & I will bring you some food here"

then she went downstairs

I couldn't stop the pain I want him back but now he is gone & I'm lonely again I have nobody except my mum

I curled into my covers & tears keep streaming down my face I just can't stop them

I wonder how he feels now dose he feel the same pain I feel now

my mum is back with a tray of food she but it near me

"honey please eat something " she begged but I couldn't care about my food now I wasn't in the mood to eat  all I want now is zayn only zayn nothing but zayn

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zayn pov

I'm in the car with mr walker I don't know where I'm going but I don't care  all what I think about now is alice how is she? how does she feel now? she must be crying

she is crying & I can't comfort her

I want to get out of this fucking car & go back to her but I can't she is gone I will never see her again I don't think I can live without her I probably will go insane I want her she is all I want she is all I need all what I wished for but now I can't see her  this is so hard so fucking hard even for me

alice pov

after about a week staying in home no school no life nothing at all  just me staying in bed & crying wishing that he will come back to me but he didn't

I'm broken ,torn & I have absolutely nothing I don't anything except zayn who had to go  without telling me any reason

I heared a knock on the door

"come in " I said

"alice honey two of your friends in school came to see you " she said