Are you real ? viktor nikiforov x reader + one shots!!!!

reunion

i stared blankely at the screen as i had several questions in my head why did he call? is he alright? is something bad happen to him? 
i felt shiver down my spine i was shaking, worriness killed my mind i felt numb until i snap to reality by the ringtone of my phone, his name was in screen i answered the call

i couldn't find my voice, litterally after 3 years, after the break up, this is my first time to talk to him

"hello?"  i heard his voice
"ah....um..mmm.v-vitya" my voice was shaking

"(y/n) are you alright" the first thing i noticed about his voice sadness and loneliness

"yes what about you ?"

"well how can i say it...."

"vitya is something bad happen?"
i heard him crying "vitya answer me don't scare me i'm sick worried"

he took.a deep breath
"actually i might have cancer so i have a surgey next week...please come to russia i need you by my side"

"so where are you now ?"
"i've just came out from the hospital, now i'm heading to my apartement"

"i'm coming right now don't you dare to meet me at the airport just stay at home and rest"

"okay .....you know (y/n)  i love you so much"

"me t-" and my phone battery died
fuck this shit what a bad timing

tears dropping non stop from my eyes

oh lord viktor has cancer what if he died what would i do ? what would i become?!! stupid of me i should never come here i had to be beside him to support him and ignore that fucking frensh faggot bastard
he's the one who ruined my relationship and viktor he just..just wanted to protect me in the other hand i was such a fool amd selfish ahhhh i regret everything

chaie entered to my room she was too shocked to see me in that state,  she hugged my small figure in her arms

"it's okay he'll be alright sorry i heard your conversation with him "
"chaie i'll return to russia"

"go and don't mess up everything again ok ?"

"thank u chaie you're my little sister that i don't have i gotta go"

"goodbye" we hugged again crying that we'll miss each other

~~~~~time skip to St.petersberg airport~~~~~

to the sound of my suitcase i ran to the gate until a hand grabbed my arm and pulled me backward i turned my eyes only to see viktor.

"long time no see" he said with wide smile
"vitya!!!!" i shouted with teary eyes as i hugged his torso burrying my face into his chest

he hugged me back stroking my hair, i felt sparkles in every touch sinking in his sweet and masculine smell
it felt so nostalgic

i looked at him to see his handsome face clearly
then he surprise with a kiss on my lips i kissed him back reminding him that i still love him