The next day i woke up in Becca's room
Becca: Hey...
Are you okay
Me: No, no im not
How could he
Becca: Hey sweetie
We will find you another one
Me: But..
Becca: HEY YOU CAN CALL CAMERON
YOU CAN MAKE MENDES JEALOUS (think i wrote it right)
Me: But i think thats not a good idea
Becca: Heyyyyyyyy don't talk shittttttt
Me: Okay okay
*text cameron*
Me: Hey.
Ex: Hello there
Me: Wanna go in starbucks
Ex: Me?
Me: ..
Ex: LOL SURE
Me: Okay see ya in 10
Ex: :*
*end of conversation*
Becca: You are gonna forget about that fucker Mendes
Me: I hope so
SHAWN'S POV
As i was going to starbucks i saw Jeny
And... Cameron
What the fuck is she doing with him
Did she already moved on
She is going to the toilet im going in there to ask her somerhing
YOUR POV
Me:Im going to the toilet wait
Cameron: Okay
Me: Oh my god i look like i was hit by the truck
Then i saw Shawn
Shawn: You look beautiful
Me: What do you wan't
Shawn: Just wanted to explain my self
Me: I don't care
Shawn: Please..
I wanted to forgive him but no
He is just playing with me
I can't fall again
Me: I. DON'T. CARE.
and i got out to Cameron's and mine table and i did something that felt wrong
I kissed him.
Shawn saw that his face was washed with saddness
Cameron: Oh..
Me: Sorry.
Cameron: No big deal
Lets go to my house
Me: Okay lets go
*at Cameron's house*
Cameron: Do you wanna drink
Me: A cup of water please
Cameron: Okay cutie
We were watching netflix
13 reasons why
Then i felt a hand on my thigh rubbing up and down going higher and higher
Me: What-
Then Camerom crashed his lips into mine
It felt nice but not like Shawn's
*facetiming my big brother*
Me: Hey..
Nash: Hey ass face what is going on
Me: I was in a relationship and my bf cheated on me
And now Cameron kissed me
But i love Shawn..
Nash: Oh sis, don't cry
You will get over him
Me: You don't understand i love him and and i wan't to forgive him but im scared of getting hurt again
Nash: Sis.. he is a ass fucking hole forget him he is a ass
Me: Hey i need to go
Nash: Bye sis, stay strong
So this is chapter 11 hope you liked it
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Love ya ❤
-B.D
