It was like seven days i didn't spoke with Shawn
I just can't he cheated on me
I tough he loved me
But he didn't
Becca: Hey Love
Are you okay
Me: Y-yes i guess
Becca: Heyyyy don't be sad over that ass motherfucking hole
Me: Haha guess you're right
Becca: Let's go to Victoria's Secret
Me: Oh hell yeah
I didn't go there like three months
Becca: We are gonna find you some sexy ass underwear
Then Cloe gets in the room
Cloe: Well hello hello bitches
Me: OH MY GOD CLOEE
YOU'RE HOMEEE
I jumped at her
Becca did too
*at victoria's secret*
Becca: Here try these
Me: Becca what is this
She gave me a pink lace bra and panties
Cloe: This is very sexy 😂
Becca: If you don't wanna try this then i will
I found myself a white bra and mathcing panties
Me: Cloe im going to change to see how it looks on me okay?
Cloe: Yeah yeah
As i got in the changing room(i hope you call it like that)
I saw a man figure
Why is a man here
Maybe he is with his girlfriend
But fuck its Shawn
I ran to the changing room i hope he didn't saw me
Hey..
A voice came a soft familiar voice
Shit he saw me
Me: What do you want
Shawn: Please Jeny
Forgive me
I got out i wanted to slap him
But i saw his red puffy eyes his messy hair
He was not dreesed nice
He was in a random shirt and sweatpants
I felt sorry
But no Jeny remember he cheated on you
Me: Im sorry Mr. Mendes
Shawn: Don't call me like that
Me: See you in the future
And i walk away
I just wanted to go home and cry
And yeah Cameron, he got a girlfriend so nothing between us
When i got home i jumped in my bed
I looked at my phone
234 missed calls from Shawn (HHAHA WTF)
And 559 messages
(JESUS CRIST)
That was from last week i didn't opened them
Then he called again
I answered
Hey.. Jeny
...
Jen?
Yes?
Im so sorry babe
Don't call me babe
Jeny please
I can't Shawn you cheated
Give me a second chance and i'll fix it
Please
Okay motherfucker
I will pick you up
Yeah bye
Omg im going to see Shawn again
I was so in love but hurt and i didn't wan't to get crazy over that
Wait did he said WHEN?
FUCK I'M NOT READY FUCK FUCK
i started screaming though the room
Mom: JENY WHY ARE YOU SCREAMING?
IS EVERYTHING OKAY
Me: YES MOM
Mom: OKAY
I was wearing ripped jeans a alien crop top
And a messy bun
No make up just brows
Mom: JENY SHAWN IS HERE
Me: IM COMING
When i got down he was nothing special that is why i loved him
Shawn: Well hello beautiful
Me: Hi
Shawn: Shall we go
Me: Yes
We came to a beach and there was a sunset it was beautiful
Shawn: Do you like it?
Me: Its beautiful
Shawn: Im really sorry Jeny for everything
Me: Sha-
Shawn: And yeah i wrote a song if you wanna hear i wrote it just for you and i hope you will forgive me
He started to sing
I wanna follow where she goes
I think about her and she knows it
I wanna let her take control
'Cause every time she gets closer
She pulls me in enough to keep me guessin' mmm
And maybe i should stop and start conffesin'
Confessin' yeah
Oh i've been shakin' i love it when you go crazy you take all my inhibitions
Baby, there's nothing holdin' me back
You take me places that tear up my reputation
Manipulate my desisions
Baby there's nothing holdin' me back
......
I was shook
He wrote a song to me
I didn't think i jumped and kissed his soft pink lips that i didn't kissed a week
It was so wonderfull
Shawn: I guess you forgive me
Me: Yes, but next time ass i will not fall for anything
Shawn: i promise
Me: Say swear to god
Shawn: I Shawn Peter Raul Mendes swear to god that i will NOT cheat on my lovely girlfriend Jeny
(I forgot her last name)
He kissed me
Shawn: i love you Jeny
I love you too..
