My Dear August (Book I - AUGUST ALSINA)

V - Real

"the heart isn't concerned .. the heart just wants to know it's safe" - N/A

Dyme

"A lady in the streets and a freak in the you know whaaaat, sit back sit back it's the pre-game show. Daddy you know what's uuupp" I sung to the radio as I was driving down the highway

Today I had that stupid ass meeting with Aug & his "goons" , this famous shit really could blow me sometimes.

High school Aug was so chiller but he still had that attitude in him , now it's like he's just numb. Listening to what everybody else says, never speaking his mind just agreeing.

He better get his shit together before I make him do it

I was actually early for something , this was a first. But all I had to eat was a rice cake with peanut butter on top, so y'all know I'm hungry.

Might as well stop at Starbucks ..

Once I got there I decided to go inside, get some exercise for once in my life. I was like 15 minutes early & Aug's house wasn't too far so I was good

"Good Afternoon, welcome to Starbucks how may help you on this fine day ?" The girl smiled a little too hard

"Hey, uh can I get one of those little strawberry drinks" I said , not knowing the name

"Oh yesss , I know exactly what you're talking about. What size can I get for you ma'am ?"

"Large"

"Grande ? Okaaay" she smiled as she typed on the lil cash resister , did the exact name really matter ?

"Can I have your name & For here or to go ?"

"Kosh & To go" I said as I got my wallet out ready to pay

Once I paid I decided to take a seat, I had enough exercise for today. I know y'all like, yo' ass just went for a drink ? Well, the answer is hell yeah I did

"Excuse me ?" I heard somebody say, but I just kept paying attention to my phone

Have you ever had one of those experiences where someone waves & you think it's directed to you but it's actually to someone else ? Yeah, most embarrassing feeling ever

"Uhm, excuse me?" The voice said again this time I turned around

"Yes ?"

"Aren't you August Alsina's ex ?" She asked & I mentally sighed , I should've just went to the drive thru

"Yes , I am.." I nodded with a small smile

"I told my friend it was you" she smiled "you're so pretty"

"Thank you"

"Wow, I knew you were pregnant but not this pregnant" she said causing me to laugh

"Yup, seven months" I said proudly as I rubbed my exposed stomach

"If you don't mind me asking-"

Oh great , here we go..

"Is August the dad ?" She finished

"Is August the dad ?" I asked her

"Well" she laughed "I wouldn't know"

"Let's keep it that way" I smiled

"He must be the father then.. I mean I did the math, I might not be 100% right but him & Miracle weren't together when you first got pregnant"