My Dear August (Book I - AUGUST ALSINA)

IX - Mel

" Everyday ain't good but everyday ain't bad" -August Alsina

August

"Miracle you tryna come at me 'bout this on the day my fucking brother died !?" I yelled "that was last week!!"

"August I don't give a fuck how long ago it was! Why you out seeing her without letting me know ?!" She yelled back

"I don't owe yo' ass shit & I especially don't owe you no explanation ! Iaant gotta ask you if I can see Dyme, fuck outta here" I waved her off

Today was August 31 .. the day my brother died & she coming at me 'bout when I chilled with Dyme. Y'all heard right, on the day my brother fucking died. She couldn't wait a day to come at me bout it she came at me today, outta all days..

"August every since she came back into yo' life you've been acting real shity towards me" she said lowly

I guess she expected me to feel bad for her ..

"Well guess what ?" I sat up in the bed , she was all dressed up in a strapless dress.. probably leaving with her friends on the day you would've thought I needed her most

"What Aug ?"

"You're gonna be getting treated even shittier now"

"And why is that August" she rolled her eyes

"Because yo' ass wanna come at me bout some petty ass BS the day my brother died , now I'm gonna leave & yup I'm going to Dyme's house . Why ? Because she actually knows how to respect the dead especially of someone as close as a brother & you go out and have a nice time going wherever you finna go" I waved "don't call or text me , I'll see you when I see you"

"Aug-"

"Nah, Save it" I held my hand up as I got a few clothes and boxers because I didn't know when I was coming back just yet "don't have no nigga in my house" I said as I walked out the door

When I walked out Elijah followed me, Dyme's favorite guard .. just might be my favorite too

"Aye you good ?" He asked

"Yeah I'm just going to Dyme's for a few" I said while putting my clothes in the car , I could tell he didn't wanna stay here . I didn't blame him "you mind tagging along ? Imma needa guard whenever I go out or whatever" I said just wanting to leave

"Yeah , I'll follow you" he said going back in the house and coming back out , getting in his car

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Kosh

I had just got out the shower & I was feeling good. I didn't even feel like putting on a bra so I just threw on a strapless shirt & some shorts.

When I went to go brush my teeth I was shocked that my hair stayed in tacked , I was really expecting a frizzy mess.

Today was the day Mel died so of course I gotta call Aug after I finish getting comfortable.. Mel was such a cool ass nigga, he always used to say me & Aug were made for eachother but you know we ain't take it serious.

He was like my big brother too, I remember one day I was walking home because my car was in the shop & Aug didn't come to school that day , Sam was with her boyfriend & Coco n Liyah always skipped so either way it went I was ride-less ..

It was raining that day too, and some niggas had rode past me and asked if I wanted a ride. Of course, I said no & I guess they took it personally.

I remember my ass was scared as hell , they got out the car and started walking up on me.. it was only 2 of em so I was tryna fight them off but let's be real it wasn't working in my favor.