He's Still My Bestfriend - HSMB (MBMCB 2nd Half)

{20} Option 2

I've been on a modelling career for almost 5 years. Well, this also includes my years in studying abroad for this career.

It took me pain, lots of stress, lots of sacrifices to get there.

But why people could just say that I'm no proffesional and theres no way I can be? Yes, I'm not a pro but I can be one day... I can make my own name without anyones help and no other than just me and myself.

How could they say those things to me like I've done so many bad things in their lives?

"Gising ka na pala... are you now okay?" I heard Amber's voice.

Tumalikod ako sabay punas ng kaunting luha sa mukha 'ko.

Itinaas 'ko ang kumot sa taas ng balikat 'ko. Nilalamig din kasi ako.

Bigla akong nasilaw sa liwanag na mula sa maliit na bintana. And the morning breeze drifting in from it.

"Darn Krystal, I saw you. You were crying." Amber said.

Lalo akong naiyak sa sinabi ni Amber.

Bakit ba ganito? Ang hirap leche.

"Hey stupid, you can cry all you want but I want to inform you that this is my house and you can't just like that trying to wash my pillow using your tears."

Bumangon ako sa pagkakahiga at agad 'kong niyakap si Amber.

"Aish. You're still a kid. Don't let them do these things to you. You were crying before and you should smile and laugh now since your hardwork going there is being paid off one by one."

I just can't bare myself to cry 'cause it hurts... I gained a lot of stress and pain again just like before.

I heard my phone ringing.

"Your phone is ringing. Aren't you going to pick it up? You're phone is ringing every single time and the whole entire night. Why don't you give a talk to June?"

Amber handed me my phone.

I saw June's name with a picture of him and me together.

I wanted to cry but I need to fix myself.

"Jun—"

"Hoy asan ka? May rehearsal kami sa—" I stopped him.

"June, I will go back to Canada next month."

"Huh?" Lumingon si Amber sakin at mukhang nagulat.

"Whuut?" Ang tanging sagot lang din sakin ni Amber na halatang gulong gulo sa sinabi 'ko.

'Why so sudden?' She mouthed.

"Its for good, I think I lacked on modelling. I think I need a few break there and let me fix myself."

Ang sabi 'ko naman kay June sa kabilang linya at pati narin kay Amber.

"Ano?! Teka na kela Amber ka pa ba? Pupunta ako dyan, 15 minutes! 15 minutes." Sabi ni June sa kabilang linya sabay baba ng phone.

Bigla akong napahagulgol at binato na lang kung saan ang cellphone 'ko.

"I just can't!"

Napaluhod ako sa sobrang sama at sakit ng nararamdaman 'ko.

"Krystal..."

"I just can't even bare to leave Junhoe! I am so fvcking in love with him that I could die if I haven't seen him for one day!" I shouted.

"Then why you suddenly have to go?! Are you fvcking nuts Krystal?! Are you that weak enough!?" Amber shouted as she wiped my tears.

"Because I need to! I am so scared to see what will happened next to us. I just can't accept the fact that we are just loving each other and yet we get something like this in return." I'd totally breakdown.