saudade || markhyuck

6

okay, what even is the deal with people not believing in ghosts?

it's obvious they're real, there is so much proof and evidence.

some people are just oblivious.

something happened today.

i called your phone to hear your old voicemail.

you sounded so happy in it.

it rang

and it was answered.

but it wasn't you.

it was some random woman.

i screamed into the phone and hung up.

i hope she has ear damage.

is this another step in moving on? because it feels as if i've just stepped down.

everything hurts and i just wanna stay in bed forever.

what would it be like if our roles are reversed?

would you never let go?

would you still miss me everyday, like i miss you?

i feel like you'd have a better time and moving on.

i feel like you'd have a better time finding someone better then me.

i'm never gonna find someone better then you.

you were my first and last.

and i've said this like a hundred times, but i love you and miss you.

when are you returning, my love?