Crush

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Hold it Yuu. Bear with it. He said for a moment and it will be all over. I flinced when his arms wrapped around me. I was supposed to wake him up in the morning but it turned out to be cuddling? Maybe?

"Mika.. can you let me go now? You have a visitor coming any moment now." I tried to move his hands away but he only tighten even more. "Let her be. She can wait a bit longer." He said and rest his chin on my head. "She?" I asked. "The visitor is my fiance." He said and my body unconciously pushed him away from me. He has fiance. My heart almost stop beating when i heard him said that word.  My face turned pale and i feel like i want to vomit.

"Yuu-chan?" Mika tried to reach out to me but i bolted out of his room. Along the way to my bedroom, i bumped into someone and we fell to the ground. "I-i'm sorry. I didn't look where i was going." I get up then i paused to see an unfamiliar girl with braided brown hair sitting on the floor. "Are you okay?" I stretched out my hand to help her and she stared up at me. Her mouth gapped a little then close it back. She blushed and looked away from my gaze. I raised my eyebrow, totally confused. She shyly took my hand and stood then she brush away dusts from her dress.

"I'm alright. May i ask who are you? I never see someone like you before." She tilted her head. "I'm new here. Yuuichirou. Call me Yuu." I bowed. "My name is Akane. Please to meet you." She said. Then there's an awkward silence between us. Neither of us try to make the conversation go on so i should get going. "I guess i'll see you around." As i was about to walk away, she grabbed my arm. "U-um i." She opened her mouth to say something then Sayuri came from out of no where.

"There you are Princess Akane. I've been searching for you. Prince Mikaela will be at the dining room later. Would you please follow me." She smiled and Akane nodded. She waked at me then followed Sayuri. Princess? Does that mean she's the fiancee? I bit my bottom lip. The hell i'm going sad for. I knew i don't stand a chance.

"What are you doing spacing out in the middle of the hallway Yuu-san" Shinoa patted my back. "Nothing much" i muttered and walked away buy she followed me. "It's not nothing to me Yuu-san. Something wrong?" She peeked at my face. Shinoa can be a jerk sometimes but she knows when to tone it down when something wasn't right. "Got your heart broken Yuu-san?" She got it right on the target. "How did you know? Well it's not like we're in love or anything. Just one-sided. Should it love? Maybe a crush because it's too soon to call it love." I mumbled.

She intertwine our fingers together and i tried to pulled my hand away but she gripped her hand. "I only doing this once okay Yuu-san. You need comfort." She said and i nodded. Trying my hardest not to cry. "We um. Fuck how should i explain this uh." I scratched my head not knowing where to start.

"Let see.. shit. He has a fiancee." I said and she turned her head towards me. "He does? I thought he likes you." She replied. Obviously dumbfounded of what she just heard. "No. He think of me as a friend." I said and her expression changed. "Friend don't do those kind of things to each other. You know intimate stuff." She blantly said and i felt my face heat up when she mentioned 'intimate'. "Well he does." I spat and she just kept quiet. We just walked in silence.

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"Please enjoy your meal." I bowed and Akane clapped her hands once. "Thank you." She smiled at me while blushing and i gave her a forceful smile. I glanced around in the room seeing that all my friends are here pretending to arraged the paintings on the wall and wipe the window. It's not appropriate to clean while there's a guest in the room but Mika doesn't seem to mind.

"Yuu. Yuu. What are you going to do after this?" Akane asked. She seems excited. "Probably tending horses." I repond and she squel. "Can i come? I can right Mika?" She begged Mika who was focusing on eating his dish. "Of course but finish your meal first Akane." Mika said and she nodded. "Ne ne Yuu. I know this is personal but what type of girl do you like?" She asked and i saw from the corner of my eyes that Mika was looking at me. I don't want him to think that i try to take Akane away. Not that i like her anyway. I just don't want Mika to hate me. My friends held back their laughter and i heard Kimizuki mumbled 'guy'. Those fucking bastard already knew i was gay but i'm grateful that they accept me for who i am. Heck they're not straight to begin with!

"I don't know Princess-" "Akane is fine" she chuckled and i nodded. "Right okay. I don't have a type.. maybe? If i like them then i just like them" i said. I do have a type and he's sitting right the end of the table right now. She giggled and continue to eat her meal. I secretly watched Mika eat his meal. I narrowed my eyes and disappointment. Will Mika ever look at me like that. In a romantic way. He has beautiful fiancee already so i doubt he likes me back. Eventhough we did that perverted hot steamy- stop it Yuu! What if i'm his friend with benefit? Holy fucking shit i don't want that. I gulped.

"Yuu are you okay?" Akane touched my arm. "Ah yeah." I sighed and she stood. "I finished my meal. Why don't we get going?" She hugged my arm. This is bad. Mika will surely get mad at me if she keep on doing this. Mika stared at us and he grip his fork and knife harder. "Akane don't bother Yuu-chan so much okay?" He smiled. Akane stared at him for a while then she clutch my shirt. Sweat dripping down my temple. "Okay." Then Akane dragged me out of the room.

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