GLEE KURT AND BLAINE

You are my everything

KURT'S POV

I told Blaine everything and it feels so good. it feels like i have someone i can trust. I love him so much but now there is soemthing wrong in my head. I feel ashamed i cut again after i told him. Im a mess and i dont want to tell him about it.

Blaine= do you every sleep babe?

Kurt=  nope im running of coffee

Blaine= you should sleep Kurt. Ill be here when you wake up okay 

Kurt= Blaine im fine ive had sleep okay can we cuddle i think its raining today so

Blaine= i think that is a amazing idea come back to bed then

Kurt= okay 

We both got in bed again it was only 9am so we had a long day 

Kurt= you know i love you Blaine 

Blaine= i know you do and i love you too 

Kurt= i just dont want your pitty just becasue i told you about my past 

Blaine= im not going to pitty you Kurt. Im here to help you okay. you can talk to me about things im not going to judge you like other people did 

Kurt= are you sure

Blaine=  your mine, your the perfect boyfreind and if that comes with problems then so it does. 

Kurt= dont get mad okay?

Blaine= okay?

Kurt= after i told you about my past when you where asleep 

Blaine= did you hurt yourself Kurt 

Kurt= im sorry Blaine i really am its hard

Kurt=  say something Blaine 

Blaine= please dont die 

Kurt= im not going to. i just did it. I said to myslef i would never tell you 

Blaine= I had a girlfreind a long time. before i came out as gay she killed herself. slit her wrists she died in my arms Kurt

Kurt= im sorry.. i think we should break up im hurting you Blaine more then im hurting myself

Blaine= just becasue you cut Kurt dosent mean im ending it with you. i just dont want to wake up one day and find you half dead. I just could not deal with that not twice

Blaine= go to sleep 

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Blaine's pov

I remember the day i walked in on lucy she was gone. i held her in my arms as she took her last breath. she said that she loved me and she knew i was gay. she should be alive. living with a boy who loved her, i dont want to hear that last breath from Kurt. hes the love of my life and he needs to be with me forever i sit watching him. his chest going up and down. 

His jumper rolled half way down so I could see the cuts. it broke me how could a person make a person feel so low. how could a father do this to their own kid. I felt so low but nothing compared to what he was feeling. he hands gripped on my. his face looking up at me how could i be this lucky

Kurt= Blaine we only have 1 day left off

Blaine= i know babe trust me im dreading it too 

Kurt= im nervous

Blaine= dont be its just the boys again okay 

Kurt=  its my second term there now

Blaine= imagine if we never meet