Every step forward has me going two steps back. I feel like im on crack im being all wack. My mind be fuzzy im constantly dizzy emotions are spinning dont try to control me exspecially when you dont know me. Why's it so damn hard to breath and all this pain why does it have to take over me. Its taken over my brain. Its on some kind of replay. You may think im on some kind of bud. But thats not what bugs. Mary jane isn't to blame for the way i am. Its the sober thoughts that got me going insane.
