Thoughts in the castle of mind.

Don't tell me

Don't tell me , how worse I've become,

As you can't see the storm inside me,

The winds of doubt, wearing me down.

Don't remind me of my mistakes,
As the list is already engraved on my mind,

Don't tell me , I'm careless,
As you don't know how much I'm scared.

It feels like , I'm lost in darkness.
And I can't return.

Don't tell me , it's all my fault,
As the regret inside me , has taken a permanent residence.

Don't tell me , I can't do it,
As I'm already flooding with self doubts,

My confidence has died and my dreams,
Mourn for it everyday.

Don't tell me , I've changed,
You don't know , how time has been.

Don't mourn for me , don't feel sad or angry.

I'm already feeling everything inside me ,
Like a cluster of emotions, attacking my mind ,all at once.

I'm might be a failure , I know,
I've been careless, my sorrow knows.
Just stop telling everything I already know.