Thoughts in the castle of mind.

Over thinking

Dear over thinking ,
I love the way you're one of the most loyal things of my life,
Never leaving my mind ever,
Though you're not a thing but a habit ,
But trust me I've devoted maximum Time of my days to you,
Just to let you know how much you mean to me
I love the way you take me to the flashbacks of past ,
So that I can discover one thousand ways, I could have reacted.
So that I curse myself even after years.

I love the way you remind me  the most embarrassing stories of my life,
And reverse and replay
Just in case I left behind any details.

I love how you make me busy all the time,
Pondering over people, things ,places , emotions .
Even though , it drives my mind crazy till I'm flooding with self doubt.
You're the biggest weakness of my fragile mind.

I love the way how you're so extreme and versatile than your cousin" thinking"
Though I  still love  your cousin , not you.

I love how you're so obsessed with me ,
You keep playing with my mind always.
But I do admit , my mind is no thing to play with.

You're the permanent resident of the colony of my mind , taking all the space you can.
while rest of the other emotions come and go by as your wish.
Love
Your landlord