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Jihyun pov

Aku renung kosong cawan coffee,sambil jari telunjukku bermain ii di bibir cawan itu.

Aku tunggu dia....maybe ...untuk kali terakhir...aku...-atleast, i wanna know...his ....reasons...even...i knew....it will be painful

I...just need to listen....
For the last time...listen to his deep ,husky,voice....

To capture his last figure... his admiring face....perfect....eyes...nose....
Lips...

This...is the last time

"Jihyun."

Aku dongak. Mata saling bertentang dengannya. Rindu yang dah lama dipendam,sedikit terubat. Sedikit.

Aku lempar senyuman padanya. Biarlah...it will be the last smile...he will see...

Aku melihat setiap gerak gerinya. I wanna captured them in my mind.
Don't wanna lose any of them

.

Dia duduk bertentangan. Tangannya tak lekang memegang erat  Iphone.
Her love...might waiting for his call...

Aku hembus nafas perlahan.
Cuba tenangkan fikiranku.

Aku pandang matanya.

Renungannya,yg aku rindu.i miss him damn much!

"I see you there...last night."

Aku tundukkan wajahku. Owh-he knew.

"So-there is no need to tell you again..i meet my love.."

Jarinya mengetuk meja kayu beberapa kali. Mungkin menunggu reaksiku.

What should i react?? I...can't voice them out!!

Jungkook mengeluh panjang. "Look..jihyun..if you wanna have some silent treatment on me....it just waste my time..and yours..."

Deep...
Hurt...
Pain..

Aku senyum. Coz,that's all i can do.

"I'm sorry..." Dia pandang mataku dalam
Sambil tangannya bermain ii dengan phonenya.

Sorry??

"Sorry..for wasting your time..waiting for........nothing.."

Nothing??right.

Jungkook mengeluh lagi. Annoyinh dengan akh yg berdiam diri.
Obviously,he...does'nt care bout me...never know bout my condition...well done.

""Look jihyun...i'm truly sorry.....i loved  you
..but now...i madly in love with her..."

Aku gengam hujung dressku.
Tubir mataku dah bergenang dengan air mata.

Never know...its hurt this much.

Aku tarik nafas panjang,hembus. Mata terus menatap sepasang matanya.

"Well? Don't you have anything to ask me?argue me?"

Aku senyum pahit. Tak sepahit hati aku.

"Jihyun...say something..will you?kenapa diam ja? You mad at me? You don't wanna talk to me?"

Dia mendesak. whose...the guilty...me...or him...

"Jihyun!"Suaranya naik seoktaf.

Aku hanya merenungnya.

"Fine...kalau kau memang tak nak cakapa pa ii...if you still like this...i assume...there is nothing to say anymore...can i?"

Aku renungnya dalam...buat kali terakhir.

Dia nampak tak sabar...to get rid of me...

Ok....

If this...can make you sleep at night....

"Jihyun...." Suaranya lemah. Matanya kuyu merenung dalam mataku.

"I wish you have someone else....better than me....and....have...a beautiful...future...with someone ...else....and....its not me...i'm sorry...again..."

Dia renung aku sebelum bangun daru duduknya.

Aku turut berdiri,menghantarnya....

Dia pandangku sekilas.
"Gomawo....for all your love
....your precious time...i admit...that i..once....loved you...you...are ..something that...i ...owned...in the past....all...of our memories....are....sweet...i must admit it....you are si georgeous....caring....you are soo kind.....pure...such an angel...in my darkness...that lightened my sorrow life....even my heart...attached to you...Thank you.but....its time....to end all of this....nightmare.....and face...the reality...even...its hit us and bring some kind of pain.... But
...you'll survive....i knew it."

All....in past tense....loved
......face the reality....eoh?

" our bond...stop here..."

"Miane...and....gudbye........min jihyun......."

I looked at him...
at last.....he walked away....from me...from my life....from my fate
..

Our fate.