I don't like the way he smells
A mixture of sweat and Axe body spray
He goes to kiss me
I've never done this before
He's really bad at this he's basically licking my lips
I stop kissing him back but he keeps going
I decide to just lie there and let it happen
When he's done
He gets off me
I'm sore and bleeding
I trace my tongue over the scar he's left in my mouth
I don't remember being bitten
He stands there looking at my naked body
He asks me to leave
Outside the campus is large and confusing
Icy wind hits my face
Of course it would be snowing now
Tears well up
I don't let them spill
I jump in the first taxi I see
It hurts more when I sit down
As soon as I get in the apartment I shower
The water is so hot I think my skin is going to burn off
I scrub and scrub until my skin turns red but I still feel dirty
The crazy part about it is that I never even said stop
I hate myself
