Mid life probs bc I'm gon die young not even gon lie, lmfao have u seen my health mannn I haven't been to a doctor in 5 yrs bUT THATS BESIDES THE POINT THIS IS NOT ABOUT MY DEATH
YA GIRL BOUT TO GO TO COLLEGE RIGHT
IM GOING IN UNDECIDED.
And it really bothers me because everybody I know has their shit figured out, they all know what they wanna be and what theyre gonna do with their lives
And then there's me
See, everyone is good at something, however, I just don't have something I'm good at THAT STANDS OUT in which I'd know I would want to possibly make a future out of.
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So as u can c I is strugglin
Everyone always tells me the same damn thing and they ask the same questions and TO NO PREVAIL IT NEVER HELPS!!!
YES I KNOW I play the flute, have been playing it since 3rd grade! BUT ITS NOT WHAT I WANNA DO WITH MY LIFE YES I LIKE PLAYING IT NO IM NOT THE MOST AMAZIG PLAYER EVER ITS A HOBBY I DONT WANNA MAKE A CAREER OUT OF IT ITS NOT MY PASSION
YES I KNOW I like writing, but I myself do not think I could be an author or editor or anything related to the English field, I've already thought about it on multiple occasions, and like the flute, writing is a hobby and I don't really know if it's my passion. That's why I'm so stressed out about improving and writing at my full potential so that I can figure out if it really is what I wanna do.
Literally the only thing I do all day everyday is go on my phone.
I'm on my phone 24/7 how do I make a career out of that?
Kpop. I love, love love love kpop. But how tf do I make a career out of that?
That's my passion. Kpop, interacting with others who love it, all that jazz. That's my passion, it's what I do everyday all day BLAHBLAHBLAH it's all I fucking talk about
But you can't make a fucking career out of that apparently
I considered doing YouTube but there's no guaranteed success in that now y'all is there iS THERE??? NO! I ain't bout to be the next JREKML right off the bat.
Other careers I've thought about -Teacher -Advertising -Manager -Assistant
My grades were always average, there's no subject I excel in.
I'm really stuck and it's so scary because I don't wanna end up doing something I don't wanna do ):
And I know I still have time to figure it out, but it just sucks u kno, being lost and shit And I had to frickin get it out cause I'm being harassed about it by my father like chill 😤
Anyways I'm done If u read this I'm sorry lmfao, ya girl just stressin (but what's new????)
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