Book Prompts & Beginnings

Prompt 64

I love this, I wanna try it. Imma try it in this chapter :D

Object: A Rubix Cube

Reasons:
- There is many sides to me
- I can be confusing
- And frustrating
- To those with patience, it'll be easier to solve me
- Sometimes to face me you need a strategy
- I'm not worth much xDD
- I'm colorful, personality-wise
- I can be unpredictable  

My Two Main Images:
- Sometimes to face me you need a strategy
- I can be frustrating

Image Support:
- Sometimes to face me you need a strategy
+ As I've said before, I can be unpredictable. I have anger issues and that frustrates people. One of the biggest things about me is that I have major social anxiety and a lot of people don't understand how to deal with that. They just think I'm making it up or that I'm fine or "it's all in my head" but they only think that because they don't have it. It's hard for me to talk to people, it's hard for me to talk in front of people I don't know, it's hard for me to order food or sometimes even go alone in a store. It's so bad that even when I do a presentation in front of like four people I get shaky and nervous and it's bad. But then other times, it's not. It's unpredictable and even I don't understand myself at times. So sometimes you just need to be prepared for me. 
- I can be frustrating
+ Sometimes I'm frustrating. I'm not a serious person so I make a lot of jokes at the wrong times and that gets on people's nerves. I make tons of unnecessary puns all the time. Sometimes I can be very annoying when my ADHD kicks in. It makes me hyper and all kinds of annoying and unfocused. I frustrate people, and it's even worse when they don't know me. I'm also very spiteful and angry as I've said before, that gets on people's nerves. It's even worse when the other person also has issues. Recently I've lost a "friend" because of it, well I wouldn't call them a friend because they were more like an acquaintance because I never like truly liked them anyway cause it was more of a tolerance, but Imma be honest it was more them than it was me. I won't get into it. Anyway, overall I'm just obnoxious and people don't know what to do with me.

[AM I DOING THIS RIGHT OH GOD]

Sometimes to face me you need a strategy
Not like a gaming strategy, but more of a plan
You could be heading into war
And you wouldn't even know it
But who knows
Because I'd never treat you like that
Maybe the war you're walking into is full of casualties
And the only casualty is me

See sometimes I don't know what to do with myself
So I fight it out
I blame myself for all of the wrongs
And shrug off all of the rights
I'm not saying it's hard to be me
Because it's not
Rolling with the punches is my game
And delivering them is my strategy

You could call me an unwatched flame
Because I'm unpredictable
If left alone with fuel I could cause a forest fire
If left alone with nothing I could die out
Some people in my life are firefighters
The only ones who know what to do with me
But how could they know
If not even I know what to do with me

I'm not trying to make this poem sad
It doesn't necissarily feel sad
Maybe just a sad truth of my issues
Unresolved, hidden
But who does it matter to?
Not me, of course

I've only touched on the bad times
And that's not what makes life count
Because I always try to focus on the good times

Welp it got a little off course last stanza but hey whatever I tried. Hope you guys like it :D Sorry I'm bad at writing poems lol