My Muted Mate. *editing*

Chapter Twenty.

 Chapter Twenty

Three days later…

Abigail:

I watched out the window as Victoria and Shay held they’re hands together and each were given pecks here and there as they talked and laughed, looking happier than ever.

I sighed heavily, closing my eyes, and dropped my head. I wanna be that happy, but the stupid wall won't fall down. My eyes watered up, both in anger and sadness since I never had the right kind of love from my parents. They both always told me they hate me and no one will love me. Saying things to get my spirit down.

Needing some air, I turned around and grabbed Scott’s jacket. The woods look like a good place to walk around and think. As I walked down the steps, I slid on the jacket. I saw the boys sister Lena’s playing with Tyler.

I couldn’t help but feel a little jealous. I haven’t taken that much care of Tyler see last few days and it’s starting to feeling like he doesn’t need me anymore. I always was the one that he smiled at and giggle, now it’s Kelly, Lena, or Haley.

“I’m going out for a walk.” I told her.

She didn’t even look at me, “Okay,” she said before going off in baby voice to Tyler about saying her name, which he called her ‘Le’.

I went through the back way so I wouldn’t disturb Shay and Victoria. Tristan, Skyler Sir, Skyler Jr, and Scott all ran off somewhere. I was doing school work in my room when they left to somewhere. Weird, I didn’t even hear the car leave.

I stuck my hands in the pockets as I walked into the forest. It has been really quite to live in the mood. I have never been use to living near the woods since the houses my dad would get would be the cheapest house for rent. I kind of like living out in the wood though. The sky is nice to look out when it’s night and unlike living in a town, there isn’t much noises.

I looked up the sky, noticing how dark it was getting. It was only five o’clock, but the sun was already half down. I noticed how almost full the moon was and how pretty it seemed.

The moon just made the image of Scott appear in my mind and I couldn’t help but smile. Is it normal to feel gushy over a guy even though your still questionable to attentions? I have never felt more closer to him these last few days, but I can’t help but have a guard up.

I want it to fall, letting the thoughts of being happy and loved it okay, but look how I was raised. With no love.

Scott…I don’t know…I just feel self-conscious around him, but I also feel so beautiful about myself. Is that normal? Like when he’s holding me, I feel protected and cared. But when he’s kissing me, I feel like I’m doing something right.

Ugh, he makes me feel like a normal teenager girl! I never felt like that.

Ten minutes later, it was finally dark out. I knew I wasn’t far from the house because I knew I was actually just walking in a circle around the woods near the house. I have been walking around with Scott whenever he wants to be alone with me.

Another things, my hormones are betraying me! Is it normal to want…more? And what’s adds more to my shock, it’s him that wants to stop! He'll leave me alone to feel a way and I don't even know what to do but squeeze my legs super tight!

It sucks being a teenage girl.

Deciding it was time to go back, I turned around, but something—or something’s ran passed me!

I screamed, falling back on my butt. I heard whatever they were stop running and my head snapped to my left. Horror passed my face when I saw four large wolf staring back at me!