She figured it out
Or at least got close
I need to be more sneaky
Eat then purge not just eat a little bit of junk
Why does she even care
She abuses me every day
Emotionally that is
When I'm around her, around them I can't breathe
My stomach clenches and burns
Sometimes I even pass out
They can be useful
Not often do they show support or love
But sometimes I think they don't hate me
That is until they start again
So I repeat the process too
Eat then purge
Cut then clean
Make it burn
Make it bleed
