chapter OO: everything i didn't say [the beginning]

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JULY 18, 2012

9:15 am

R: where are you

9:16 am

R: Cal, where are you???????

9:25 am

R: You can't seriously leave with this fucking letter to remember you by.

9:35 am

R: Why can't you fucking text me back?

9:40 am

R: What did I do wrong???

10:00 am

R: I hate you. I hate you so, so much. I can't believe I was so stupid.

SEPTEMBER 20, 2012

1:30 pm

C: Vogue, I visited the city we once explored together and all the memories came back. I thought of you. I still think of you. I miss you. But I know I'll never be able to undo what I've done.

C: Sometimes I just wish I could forget all that happened between us so I wouldn't have to live with this constant guilt.

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SEPTEMBER 31, 2012

2:30 pm

C: Mum rang and told me she saw you at the store the other day. Said you looked happy. I'm glad one of us is fine.

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OCTOBER 3, 2012

12:03 am

C: Happy 16th, Rach.

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JANUARY 25, 2013

12:00 am

R: Happy 17th Birthday Cal

10:18 am

Hey, this is Joanna, not Cal, LOL. Think you've got the wrong number.

10:20 am

R: Yeah I do sorry.

JANUARY 30, 2013

11:36 am

C: We're going on an international tour, Rach. It feels like a dream but I know it's not because if it was you'd be here too. My own fault, I guess.

11:41 am

C: I fucked up. I'm sorry.

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FEBRUARY 6, 2013

1:08 pm

R: Heard you got discovered by One Direction. You're making news now, Calum. I'm proud of you for making your dreams a reality, even if you've forgotten me.

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OCTOBER 4, 2013

12:34 am

C: I'm so fucking sorry. I missed your birthday. Too many things going on rn and there's really no excuse, but yeah, that's all I have. Sometimes I wonder if it was all worth it.

12:40 am

C: Happy 17th Birthday, Vogue.

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JANUARY 25, 2014

3:27 am

R: I've been trying to tell myself to stop thinking about you and to move on with my life like you obviously have, but I see you in everything. Your band is huge now. You're so damn annoying.

R: I've been contemplating since the clock hit 12 on whether I should write this birthday text or not. The only thing comforting me is that I know you won't receive it anyways. Happy 18th.

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FEBRUARY 14, 2014

3:31 pm

C: Been working on the new album and I'm not ashamed to admit that every song I've written so far has been about you. They'll always be about you.

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JULY 26, 2014

2:07 pm

C: Finished the big song I've been working on with help from a friend. I'm not sure if I'd want you to hear it or not.

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AUGUST 14, 2014

4:15 am

C: Everything came rushing back tonight and I realized I'm in love with you. I heard your voice and I just knew.

4:15 am

C: I'm sorry it's too late.

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