despite everything || Jungkook FF

chapter : 5

Because ... He become aggressive one small word with him will make him angry and throw anything beside him, he doesn't come home early anymore, sometimes he eat what you cook and sometimes he doesn't even touch it , but you didn't give up on him you didn't change your behavior toward him and you didn't tell your parents and his parents about what's going on between you two , because you were hoping that , that way he'll feel something toward you maybe, just maybe he will appreciate you.
*your pov *
After his uncontrolled anger faded he faced me and let out a loud sigh he rubbed his temples and his eyes softened and let out a soft "i'm sorry"
Even if i didn't understand why he was acting that way i didn't complain i didn't have the urge to ask him "why" so i just answered with a simple word
"It's okay" i said , approaching him closely , his eyes closed tightly, i wrapped my arms around him and pulled him into a tight hug while whispering many "sorry" and "i'm here for you" , he didn't try to get out of my hold , he rested his head on my shoulder and cried silently
"I'm tired, i'm so tired , i want to take some rest " he whispered .
I felt like my whole world collapsed, he feel that way because of me, but i don't know what to do, i don't know how to help him, i don't know how to make him happy, i tried but nothing worked , i placed my hands on his and dragged him outside i start the engine and drove to my secret place he was silent all the way , he didn't argue nor complain its took us 40mn to arrive to that place , it was a place full of flowers and grass , the Moonlight drowns out everything but the brightest stars it was a moment of silence, a moment of peace, he was amazed by the moon so he kept watching it and i was amazed by jungkook beauty so i drown into his dark eyes and shape jawline , he layed down
And closed his eyes, his breath was stable, and his body relaxed, i was watching every movement he do, i almost counted his heart beat and the breath he let out.
We stayed like that till midnight but it seems like forever or maybe i wanted it to last forever.
I was busy counting the stars till i felt two hand wrapped around me, i gasped then relaxed because i knew it's jungkook , my heart beat increased and skipped a couple of beats
"You must be cold " he whispered
I nodded
"Come on let's go home" jungkook held your hand and took you to his car, and drove off.

That night was unforgettable, the best night you had with him, he was so warm and so careful with his actions he was so gentle with you , you couldn't describe the happiness you felt.

But that happiness didn't last

Talking with mirae through the phone become unsatisfying so he start to bring her to your house.

*knock knock*
You heard a knock on your door followed by jungkook's voice yelling your name, you were surprised because he came back early and it's the first time he search for you.
"Yes? " you said
"Prepare the food we will have a guest in one hour , make sure to prepare mini pizza its their favorite" he said
"Their? How many people are coming? Who are they?" you questioned
" just one person , you don't need to know *sigh* you will see after " jungkook answered and went to his room .
After 50mn you finished cooking the food and you start preparing the table , few moments later jungkook came downstairs, he dressed up beautifully he looked so attractive in those black skinny jeans and red t shirt with black writing in the middle he changed his hairstyle
"I never saw him dressed that way, he always wear suits, i like both styles but this one made him look more attractive " you thought
Few minutes later the doorbell rang jungkook rushed to open the door from the moment he held the door knob and opened the door It feels like everything around you has slowed down to an abnormally slow pace , like mush , like everything is in slow motion, it feels like even your thoughts and feelings are in slow motion you didn't believe your eyes
she's here.

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I hope you like this chapter ❤
I'm sorry if sometimes i misplace some words , i'm not fluent and my English isn't my first language, so sometimes i don't know how to explain some points but i hope you understand everything i meant in each chapter ❤