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(Last letter of Cosette to Wonwoo before she died.)

Dear Jeon Wonwoo,

Before I go, I just want you to know that you kept me alive for almost a year. You kept me breathing and suffocated with those stares. I will surely miss those blank stares that meant my world. I will long for your deep voice that can hypnotize me whenever you sing. I will surely miss the whole of you. I will miss those wonderful times we spent together. Your laugh, your voice, your whole existance. I hope you'll make the rest of your journey without me meaningful and full of euphoria and even though I didn't kept my promise, my promise that I will not die unless you are an idol, I will still be right by your side as your number one fan and even though I didn't heard those three words. I know they are there hidden deeply on your thoughts. Good luck on life and have a great journey ahead! Saranghae.

From the woman who loved you the most,
Cosette