Four: Call it Jealous...

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Pretty Skin 


I knew a girl with pretty cinnamon skin 
She had pretty skin
Pretty nice clean skin
Pretty nice faded skin with
Pretty nice faded scars
She didn't have scars 

         And I wondered how good she looked without skin 

Not sadistically,
I just kept thinking of her soul; cold warm washed soul

Fascinating in a way
I was fascinated
With her pretty nice skin - how she looked untouched and unaffected
While I suffered with this skin infested-disease eating... thing I called skin
       And I wondered why i didn't look good without skin                      
I wondered how good I would look without skin I wanted pretty skin

I wanted to be touched and felt and thought pretty nice 

Not for fame but I liked pretty 'unscarred' skin women
They lived life with attention and less complications at the time
Because they were....had
pretty nice skin and I, did not.

                     So I wondered if i'd be be touched and felt and thought pretty nice           
 I wondered how good I'd look in bright light            
When sun had just risen light, and when sun would hang over, mid-day sky light,           
 I wanted to be seen and felt and touched
With scarred affected dimpled skin and I wanted to love it. 


- Rebecca Wave 

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