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God.
What am I doing?
Why do i feel so empty?
What's wrong with me?
Why do I have to be like this?
My vision is blurry.
My head is filled with words.
My throat aches from holding back sobs.

My body
B
    U
        R
           N
              S

God what did I do?
Why is this the only answer? What's wrong with me?
Why does this help the pain?

They'll never go away now.
They can only
  F
     A
        D
           E

When did this even start?
Where did I go wrong?
When did I become so weak, so desperate?
When did pain fix anything?

My lungs hurt.
I feel like im
D
    R
        O
            W
                N
                   I
                      N
                            G.

The world is spinning.
Everything is black now.
I can hear voices in the distance, trying to pull me back to them.

But I wont turn
A
   R
     O
       U
          N
              D.

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