God.
What am I doing?
Why do i feel so empty?
What's wrong with me?
Why do I have to be like this?
My vision is blurry.
My head is filled with words.
My throat aches from holding back sobs.My body
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SGod what did I do?
Why is this the only answer? What's wrong with me?
Why does this help the pain?They'll never go away now.
They can only
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EWhen did this even start?
Where did I go wrong?
When did I become so weak, so desperate?
When did pain fix anything?My lungs hurt.
I feel like im
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G.The world is spinning.
Everything is black now.
I can hear voices in the distance, trying to pull me back to them.But I wont turn
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