I'm trying to stay strong....though it's hard, I'm doing better. Yesterday I didn't eat or drink anything for too long and fainted......then they forced to me eat....I just want to be with my mum..they say pictures make it seem like she's here but I have them all over my room and it doesn't feel the same....I hate it...I cry for hours on end and don't sleep well...I miss her...
I haven't slept in two days...I haven't left my room...well except to go to the loo..
