Dirty Little Secret

I can't do this

Laurens pov
This is wrong to do there's no doubt about that but it's also fun and well its a chance to be somewhat with luke so I'm taking it even if it turns me into a horrible person in the end. Luke had opened the window to get rid of any sex smell that lingered about the room but he forgot to unlock the door apparently and I know that due to Ashton and Michael currently knocking on the door. I sat up and sat against the wall as luke opened the door
M- dude do your business later would you
Lu- I wasn't doing that you sicko
M- sureeeee
L- Mikey do you really think he would do that in front of me
He jumped cause he didn't realize I was in here
Ash- lauren you're still here
L- yeah...is that a bad thing
Ash- of course not
M- so what have you two been up too
Lu- just watching some tv
Ash- and you locked the door for that why
Lu- I don't know out of habit I guess
Ash- well ok then
L- anywaysssss what's up guys
Ash- we were about to go get food do you guys want to join
Luke and I looked at each other and decided we would go
Lu- yeah we'll go
Ash- awesome
We got up and slipped on our shoes then headed out with them.
L- shouldn't we have asked des and Calum
M- we did but they didn't want to go
L- ohhh
Ash- so let's go
We headed out to go have food at in n out. We sat at one of the tables outside laughing and talking when arzaylea showed up
A- lukeyyyyy
Lu- hi babe I thought you weren't coming home for a few more days
A- that was originally the plan but things changed so I'm back now isn't that great
Lu- of course it is
He kissed her and she pulled away smiling well smiling until she saw me sitting there
A- since when do you hang out with her on your own like just her and no des
Lu - please don't start this again
A- I can do whatever I want luke
I never knew the fighting they were doing was cause of me. I can't do this then I can't be his dirty little secret when I'm the reason there's issues at all
L- I should go
Lu- no don't
A- let her go luke she's not needed right now
Luke looked really torn right now as to what to do.
Ash - go with arzaylea luke we have her now come on lauren
Mikey and ash both wrapped an arm around me and we walked away while luke stayed back with her. Yeah I don't know if I can do this