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ciel pov

I was in my study this was after the trancy event and I was writing out my funeral invites it was a bit sadning Sebastian said he would do it but I told him it should be me who does it I heard a slight knock on my door
"come in " I put the invites in my desk drawer Sebastian walked in
"young master we have a quite strange guest at the door " I looked at him ever since then he has a sad look on his face he seems depressed
"send them up" he left the room without saying anything eles a few minutes later the undertaker walked into my office
"well this is a suprise " I stood up
"why hello young earl"
"what can I help you with "
"oh nothing really I just had to see it with my own eyes " he walked closer to me
"this really is quite weird "
"what are you talking about?" he couldn't possibly know could he
" the fact that your a demon my lord I can sense it I'm still a shinigami after all " crap he does know
" how did you find out?"
"oh a little birdy told me "
"well if that's all I do have business to attend to " I sat back down in my chair
"oh earl I seem to have wasted you time but I have some things to attend to also so bye young earl or should I say young demon " he left the room I watched the window and saw him walk down the driveway back towards England
" Sebastian" I called he entered the room a few seconds later
"yes my lord how can I help"
"do you know how the undertaker knew about this "
"i do believe grell told him" I sighed that stupid loud mouth shinigami
"anyway send theses out " I took the invitations out of my desk and handed them to Sebastian he took them and left the room truthfully i've never hated Sebastian I actually loved him but all the progress I made over the years went down the drain I'm so stupid stupid stupid he would never like me it took all those years to get him to notice me as a friend but now I'm alone agian.

Sebastian pov

ciel (no real point in saying young master in his head right) seemed really distracted lately but its to be expected I left the house so I can deliver the letters by hand I don't want to be in that house anymore to many memories I ran all the way to lady Elizabeth's house which didn't take very long for me I composed myself and put on a sad face which lately wasn't that hard for me I approached the front door and knocked her mother Francis midford opened it and looked me up and down the looked around for what I presumed was ciel
"where's the boy?" she asked slightly cold I looked down and took the invitation from my pocket
"That's what I have come here to inform you about malady " her face turned from sour to one of grief
"come in and sit ill gather the rest of my family " I nodded and walked in she pointed towards the sitting room I went to it and sat on a chair in front of a larger couch she walked back in with Elizabeth, her brother Edward midford,and father alexis Leon midford they sat down on the larger couch
"what is the meaning of this Sebastian where's ciel isn't he with you " her mother hugged her she looked at her mother who was starting to tear up then it hit her
" no no NO NOOOOO " she looked at me "SEBASTIAN PLEASE TELL ME ITS NOT TRUE" she dug her head into her mothers shoulder her brother scooted closer to them trying to comfort his sister her father looked at me
"what happened to him? "
"he had been sick for a little while now we tried everything we got the best doctors we could but sadly he past away in his sleep last night the date for the funeral will be in three days heres the invite " I stood up and handed it to him
"if you excuse me I have more to hand out " I bowed and left I could her Elizabeths wailing from out side curse my inhuman abilities humans are fragile take one little event and put it into there lives and some will act like nothing happened and others have it tear them up on the inside others will weap and morn for there whole life and then there's ones like my young master who stooped so low as to summon a demon like ciel but I can't help those things can I so next on my list is lau and then prince soma and for some reason he wants grell to come he tends to find me so I let that fall into place so to the city I guess

ciel pov

Sebastian just left and the servants are down stairs can't do much with them here can I. I started to think when I met Sebastian he was a raven wasn't he and I once had a conversation with alois he said when he first met Claude he was a spider they both had some kind of animal or should I say living organism I wonder what I am hmmm this peaks my interest ill ask him about it later I pondered on it for a little when I heard a knock on my door "come in " bardroy came in the servants had been informed that they should act as if I was dead when someone tried to see me and should find Sebastian if someone came to the manor and if he's no where to be found then get me
" young master there's a women here to pick up the will but Sebastian isn't here and we don't know what to do "
"stall till he gets back and don't let her look around keep someone with her at all times"
"got it" he turned around and left the room I wish people would leave I wish Sebastian was here even though he's not happy with me the heart wants what it wants I started to laugh and laugh
"when have I ever said something like that" I kept laughing until I saw the door open snake was standing there
"oscar wonders is everything ok with the earl?" I composed myself
"yes yes I'm fine " he looked at one of his snakes and mouthed something
" Emily wants to know what was so funny" " its nothing really continue with your duties" he bowed and walked out wow when is the last time I laughed?

Sebastian pov

well lau seemed to be okay but you never know with that guy so I'll just have to wait and see prince soma was in total shambles it took a while to get away from him I looked at the time I've been out for at least an hour I should probably head back to the manor I was on my way though the town when I was grabbed from behind "BASSY!!!"
"huh hi grell let go before I break you" he let go
"your so cold bassy "
"grell I actually needed to talk to you I don't want to but ciel will have my hide if I don't " I pulled the invitation from my pocket and handed to him he had a look of confusion and surprise on his face
" are you ok sebastian?"
"yes I'm fine what would lead you to think other wise ?"
"you just called the brat by his first name " he grabbed the invite from my hand and two you just invited me to an event at the manor " I thought about what he said its true I did but I do feel a little weird about ciel Im stuck with him forever now not that I would tell him what I was thinking "it was him that invited you, now if you excuse me I have some things to attend to eles where" I left and headed back to the manor there was a carrige out side I wonder who it is I wasn't expecting company today today I walk up the stairs and into the manor I was approached by a lawer here for the will I suppose we took care of our business and sent her on her way I sighed better check on ciel I sent the servants to bed and walked towards his office I knocked on the door and heard the words
"come in"

ciel pov

a few minutes earlier

I saw Sebastian walk up the drive way it was late he probably had some trouble on his way here well ill just wait for him I wanna talk to him about us I don't care anymore I want him to be mine no matter what don't stall ciel you can do this that's when I heard a knock on the door
"come in"

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