Missing You

4

I set my hand behind my head while staring at the bracelet Tae gave me a while back. He said he made it specially for me.

"Jungkook! I made you a bracelet! It took me all night, but I didn't give up!"

I smiled a little by the memory. I put the bracelet on and got out of bed. I walked towards the mirror and stared at myself for awhile.

I have to meet up with the others soon at the cafe.

"Jungkook! Try my drink! It's mango flavored!"

I chuckled at how Tae would always want me to try his food or drinks, but I would always get irritated and say something rude to him.

I sighed and put on a black t-shirt. I looked at my messy bed and decided to fix it.

"J-Jungkook..f-faster"

I immediately shook my head. I blushed a little and rubbed my head from the thought.

"What the hell was I thinking?"

I bit my lip and walked out the house.

Taehyung's POV

I finally arrived at the cafe. Everyone was there already. I'm usually the first or second one here.

I sat in front of Jungkook. I tried my best to avoid eye contact with him, but I can feel his stare. It made me feel really uncomfortable.

I tried to listen to the others talk about some random things, but the stare Jungkook is giving me just makes me want to leave right now.

I felt my phone vibrate. I immediately checked my messages and was relieved when Jackson texted me.

"Let's meet up today;)"

I texted him back and stood up.

"I have to go", I said.

"Again?", Hoseok asked.

I nodded.

"I'm sorry, but we can hang out some other time, alright?"

They all sighed and nodded, except for Jungkook, which I'm not surprised about. I was about to walk away, until I was stopped by someone grabbing my wrist.

"Just stay with us for awhile", Jungkook said with no emotion.

I took my wrist out of his grip.

"I can't just leave Jackson like that"

"But you did leave us", Jungkook said.

I stood there silently.

"..T-That's because I had a reason why", I said lowly.

I felt like crying for some reasons. My chest just suddenly got this heavy feeling when I said that.

"Look, we'll hang out some other day, I have to go now", I said and walked out the cafe.

Jungkook suddenly caught up to me and grabbed my arm to make me face him.

"What's up with you and Jackson, huh?", he asked.

I took my arm out of his hold.

"Why do you care?"

"Because I can care, now tell me"

"That shit isn't any of your business", I said harshly.

He scoffed.

"You've been talking back to me lately, I see you're not into me anymore", he said.

I stood there silently.

"You used to always want me and try to make me get your attention, and now here you are trying to get at Jackson"

"..I-I'm not trying to get at him", I said while holding in my anger.

"Just say the truth Tae, I already know that you're trying to get his attention because that's all you do, you just want people's attention"

"T-That's-"

"Always trying to make people feel bad for you and letting them waste their time on comforting you-"

"Shut up! You don't know me Jungkook, you don't know my life at all! So shut the fuck up!", I yelled while holding in my tears.

"You want to know why I kept trying to get your attention? Well it's because my parents are like you, they would always ignore me or yell at me about how annoying and pathetic I am, and when I met you, I tried my best to make you like me and not hate me, I wanted to just get along with you like how I tried to with my parents, don't you understand that?"

"Tae-"

"I failed again, I failed for the second time, I failed to make someone I love to stop hating me"

I couldn't hold back the tears anymore. I was about to walk away, but not forgetting to say one more thing to him.

"And Jungkook, I did love you"