I love to feel the pain
But I hate feeling so drained.
I love it when that razor blade cuts into my skin
But I hate it when all the blood begins.
I love it when I feel so numb
But I hate when I also feel so dumb.
I love to prove people wrong
But I hate not having somewhere to belong.
I love the relief I feel with just the touch of the blade
But I hate having to fade.
I love the feeling I get when I'm in pain
But I hate having no brain.
I just want to feel
Without having to squeal.
I love it all
But I also hate it all!
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Another poem, and before you say anything.... NO, I AM NOT SUICIDAL! I write what I feel and how I feel. I was in a bad mood, decided to write, came up with this. Sorry if you don't like, and that it's not happy, I'll try to make a happy one next....
