The Dark Prince-{Prinxiety}

Chapter 3: Not A Joking Manner

so...i kinda wanted to do this. im sorry. or not. im not sure yet. also lemme know if u want that Heathers fanfic. k c'ya OH WAIT TRIGGER WARNING: panic attacks and self consciousness.

          Patton's POV

     Logan did have a good point. I mean, the evidence was there, but they're complete polar opposites! How could they be dating? And if so, why would they?  I mean, it's all just-

     "Morality!" Thomas called.  Oh, he needs me! I arose in my usual spot. "Yeah, kiddo?" "I...need your help."

One Video Later

     "Good job, kiddos!" We were all celebrating our video. It's gonna be good! The fans will love this! "I still find it hard to believe you two held hands." Logan said with a smirk. "H-Hey! You tricked us to do t-that!" Anxiety was flustered. It was kinda funny in a way. "You two are adorable! Just kiss already!" I didn't realize I blurted that out. Anxiety, Logan and Roman stared at me, with the look of "what?" Anxiety's cheek were flushed with a scarlet color. "...w...wha-what...?" "Well...I mean, you two are cute, but you don't have to kiss..." Logan began to mumble something. "H-Hey! You shut it!" Anxiety apparently heard him. "We are not  dating! I know you think it's cute, but who would wanna date me?! I mean, I'm useless, the only part I serve to Thomas is making him too scared to chase after what he wants!-" Anxiety began to ramble on about how they're just a bad trait. He was saying things like "I'm useless" or "I don't even get why I'm here".  "Anx, calm down, please-" Roman was doing his best to comfort...Anx? I've never heard that nickname before. "Calm down?! I'm the {censored} embodiment of Anxiety! I can't just 'calm down'!" He was...crying. Not just crying, he was sobbing. "Language..." I whispered to myself. Anxiety was full on panicking now. His breathing began to hitch, and tears were streaming down his face like a waterfall.

          Anxiety's POV

     I couldn't breath, no matter how hard I tried, it just wouldn't work. I was breaking down, right in front of them. Useless, pathetic, worthless, words like that repeated in my head. Roman rushed over to me, trying his best to calm me down. He sat me down on the couch and tried to calm me down. "Anx, I -I need you to focus on my breathing, okay?" He held my hands in his. I tried my best to focus. I started losing it and started to go back to my panicked state. "It-It's okay, just try, okay?" He must've noticed me returning to my original state.

oh boi look a timeskip idk how to write panic attack scenes im practicing ;-;

     I opened my eyes slowly, realizing I fell asleep. On the couch. I got up off the couch and noticed a slight dizzy feeling you get when you've been lying down for too long. I sat myself back down on the couch and got out my phone and earbuds. I put on my MCR playlist. Of course, it started with Welcome to the Black Parade, a classic. I saw Roman walk in. He must've noticed me awake since he walked over to me. He said something. I took out one of my earbuds. "What?" I muttered softly. "Are you feeling better?" I nodded slowly. "Well, I would hope so. You were out for almost three hours." He chuckled. "R-Really? What time is it?" "Around five o'clock." I was kinda shocked. "Oh..." 

another timeskip to saturday {it was still friday btw}

          still anx's pov

     "That's not funny!" I whined. "Your right, it's not." Roman said. "It's hilarious!" "Just seeing you get all mad when we talk about My Chemical Romance breaking up, ah, it is kinda funny." Patton chimed in {with a haven't you people ever heard of?!}

     "Oh, whatever, you just don't understand!" I screamed. "Someone's an edgy twelve year old today." Roman added. "Oh, shut up, Pretty Boy!" I replied. I felt a red sneak up on my face. Silence reigned throughout the room. "Umm, what was that, Anxiety?" "I...uh...uh..." My mind went blank. "Oh whatever! Look! It's eight o'clock! Movie time!" Patton blurted out. I mouthed a 'thank you' to him. He didn't seem to understand it, but smiled back anyways.

     "I've got popcorn!" Patton said. "I've got movies!" Logan added. "I've got blankets and pillows!" Roman said, tossing them on the couch and floor. "Well, that's it. Anxiety, how about you pick the first movie?" I nodded in response. It took me awhile to choose. After about twenty seconds I said, "Princess and The Frog." After getting a couple of excited noises, I put in the movie. I sat back down on the couch near Roman. I was excited. We did this every Saturday, but it felt better today. Not that the others were bad, just today seemed more...exciting? I'm not entirely sure. But I didn't care. Just soak in the movie, Anx. Make this moment last...I love being with them. Logan, Patton, and especially Roman. He always finds a way to make me blush or smile. Though they may not be the nicest all the time, or the most helpful, or...whatever, they just make me happy. I focused my attention back to the movie, hoping I didn't miss much. Oh...I, uh, what did I miss?

          Timeskip brought to you by Daveed Diggs ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

     I can't believe we're on our third movie already. It was Patton's pick, Cinderella. It's a classic, and fun fact, it saved Disney from bankruptcy. It was obvious, too. I mean, the animation is clean, and the story is overall good. Just not the part where you have to remember the shoe, not the face of the girl you've been dancing for hours on end with. But, whatever. It's good, and that's all there is too it. I looked over at Roman. His eyes were wide with excitement. It doesn't matter how many times he's seen the movie, you can still see that childlike glee in his eyes. And it's almost cute. Almost.

    

A/N: so...did ya like it? i hope the attack scene was okay, i've never done one before ;w; anyways, c'ya!