The Dark Prince-{Prinxiety}

Chapter 19: Reminder

everything has been too happy recently

lets get in some ANGST >:3

but theres fluff too

don't worry ;3

also all the comments said that they ship missy and pranks

don't worry

it's innocent

for forever {NOT a DEH reference}

TW: Mentions of Self Harm And Things Based Around That

You've been warned.

Proceed With Caution

          Anxiety's POV

     Me and Patton sink down and re-appear in the living room. It was quite late, but Thomas needed us. I look over to the couch, only to find Roman and Logan cuddled up on the couch. I quickly reached for my phone and snatched a photo before they could wake up. "Blackmail material!" I whisper yelled to myself, earning a small chuckle from Patton. "*Sigh*They are adorable..." Patton whispered with a smile. {AND SO THATS WHY WE'RE RIVALS NOW-I'm sorry, I'll leave}

     We head back to our rooms. As soon as I'm on my bed, I grab my Macbook and head to tumblr. Huh, Thomas has been getting a lot of fanart and stuff recently...I've got nothing better to do, why not? I start sifting through the piles and piles of fanart that Thomas has been receiving. There were tons from his Accepting Anxiety videos. There was even a user that had a blog-like thing called "incorrect prinxiety quotes" {go there for decent content}.

     I should've gone back to my normal routine. I lingered for far too long. I saw a little chat thread about some of the sides. Oh...can't hurt to look, right? 'Anxiety is adorable, he puts on a dark persona but inside he's just a lil cinnamon roll! X3' 'He's kinda..weird. He never fit in exactly with the rest...' 'Well, yeah, but he's so precious! He may not have completely fit in, but he's accepted for who he is!' 'Well...yeah, but he's still Anxiety, he's always gonna cause Thomas to worry...' 'He's useless! He doesn't deserve to exist!' 'Look, I don't want to get caught up in this, but Anxiety is who he is, an Emo Nightmare, an innocent, decent human being...unlike some people.' 'You could really hurt people if you say stuff like that...'

     I stopped reading the conversation. I got a sudden flashback from a fight me and Roman had before the whole...dating thing.

                                            >>>flashback...>>>

     "You two need to calm down!" Patton said in worried tone. "Yes, please, it's starting to scare us a little..." Logan added. Logan, Patton, and Thomas were standing to the side, trying to break the fight. "I'll calm down when he leaves Thomas alone!" Roman said. "Oh shut it! I'm not doing anything!" I shot back. "That's what you always say! Look at him! He's shaking, Anxiety!" He yelled. "Yeah, because of you!" The rest of it was a blur...but I do remember the last bits. "Why can't you leave him be?! He's afraid because of you! He's always been afraid because of you! He hates you! I hate you! Nobody loves you, Anxiety! You are a disorder! You don't even deserve to exist!" He shouted. Small gasps flew around the room. The silence was terrifying, it was so thick you could cut it with a knife. "Y-You know Roman..." I started. "I would love to argue with you...a-and say you're wrong.." They were all looking at me. "B-But for once...you're right..." I said, before sinking back down into the mindscape. I ran over to my room, slamming the door shut behind me. I felt tears flood my face, I didn't even bother to hide the fact I was having a panic attack. It's hard receiving that kind of thing from someone alone, but from your crush...it makes you feel like you don't deserve to exist. Shakily, I take out the pocket knife from my drawer. 'Just one...' I thought. 'Just...one...'

                                         <<<flashforward<<<

     I felt a small tear roll onto my cheek. Almost immediately, I wipe it off. It's not like that anymore, Anx. They love you...right?

          Missy's POV

     Me and Pranks huddled close together, still slightly scared. We were watching a horror movie, and it was just about to end. "You must be scared." Pranks said with a smirk. "N-No I'm not!" I denied, quickly. "Uh-huh, sure." He said, turning back to the movie. "I'm not scared!" I denied once more. "Then why are you cuddling me? Do you have a crush on me or what?" He asked. "Pfft-okay, I'm just cold, okay?" I said with a chuckle. "It is kinda cold..." He said. "Oh, god, they're kissing!" Pranks exclaimed, before turning away in "disgust". "Pfft-It's not that bad, Pranks." I said, pulling away from the cuddling. "How do you know?" He asked. "I just do." I replied. "...W-Why do people kiss?" He asked. "Well, there's a lot of reasons for it. Sometimes it is just meaningless, and it just happens. But, most times, they're full of love and passion! It's like a way of showing affection and that you care..." I said. He pulled me back into a hug, wrapping his arms around my waist. Almost immediately after, he pulled me into a short, sweet kiss.

     He pulled away, leaving me far too flustered to realize what was exactly happening. I kissed back, of course, but my mind was really confused. I could see the light red on his cheeks, dusting them ever so lightly. "Well, then that means I can kiss you, right?" He asked, a big smirk on his face. I couldn't respond. I opened my mouth, but words refused to come out. I shut my mouth and pulled out of the hug. "...I-I mean..." I mumbled. I still was trying to process what had happened. "Hah, I knew you'd be flustered." He said with a laugh.

     "S-Shut it.." I said. He pulled me into another hug. "Okay, okay, I'll stop." He said with a shy smile. "Now, come on, it's getting late." He said, before flopping on the floor. "Beds exist, you know?" I said. "We built a blanket fort for a reason, Missy. Come on." He said before grabbing my hand and yanking me down with him. He pulled me back into the same position we were in when we were cuddling, his arms wrapped around me, and mine wrapped around him. I felt safe...protected. Knowing that, I fell asleep fairly quickly.

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhi

so

i think this was cute

they're still remaining platonic

but

they so cute

anyways

i love this book so much

thank you all for 2k+ reads

it means so much to me

honestly

so

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c'ya!

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