Gravity |E.D|

C H A P T E R ~F O U R T E E N

'Cause these words are knives that often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told, I never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart'

I feel like shit
I wanna cry and seep into the cracks of my locker....but i can't hide from all my problems

Grayson some how has become my best friend somehow
What kinda kills me is...he's so mich like ethan it's sickening

I stand here looking at my tainted shoes...trying not to notice that Meredith and Ethan are standing across from me at E's locker  with earphones in my ears trying to drown out the noise of the world when i see a familiar face

Grayson waved his hand in front of my face

I ripped the headphones out of my ears
And looked up
God almighty why are you and Ethan so damn tall.

"What"I said
"How you feeling?"He asked

I glanced over at ethans locker
Meredith had left and ethan was just standing there looking at his phone

"Im tired...can't sleep..."I said

"I can see that"He said
"Burrito?"He asked
"Nah im good.."I said
He looked confused
"Tay...you ALWAYS want food...and you need it you look terrible"He said
"Grayson fuck off im not hungry"i said
"Whatever"He said
Food has no taste...my mental state is so fucked up and i cry uncontrollably at things

A few minutes passed
jesus when is this fucking bell going to ring!?

I look over at grayson
He was wearing a red hoodie that had the word 'swoosh' on it
"Gray.."I said
"What"He said
"I want your hoodie"I said
"No take ethans he has one-"Ethan looked at us

I hit Grayson in the chest
"Thanks" i said and took his burrito and bit into it
"Gurl thats mine!"He said
I continued eating the burritto and i looked ethan

Oh fock
Hes looking at grayson and i
Kill my self.

"This bell is taking to fucking long to ring im dying over here"I said towards grayson
Grayson nodded
ethan walked off

A tear fell from my eye
Shit
I put my headphones back in and sat on the floor wiping the tear from my eye

ETHANS POV
"This bell is taking to fucking long to ring im dying over here"I heard Taylor say

Baby...

I had to walk away to keep from crying in front of her
I went out to the parking lot and sat in my car with my head on the steering wheel
I couldn't hold it in anymore

"WHY AM I SO FUCKING STUPID! GAH DAYUM IT!!"i screamed and hit my radio

The radio gets caved throught the dash and my hand is bleeding

But i don't fucking care

I miss my baby....and this is all my fault....im afraid

But i know i'll just hurt her if i keep being with her
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Taylor pov *

I walk through my door of the house and take off my pants leaving me in my panties and my hoodie...i take my hair down and just start crying