Gravity |E.D|

C H A P T E R~ F I F T E E N

I sit at this table all alone
Somethings wrong with my mind
And i can't fix it

After my breakdown yesterday...idk

I can't beleive Grayson cried....
Actually
I can't beleive Gray cares at all!

Crying is not helping matters any
But every time i look at him....i can't seem to deal with being without him

"Yo"Grayson said sitting down
I waved
"Feeling any better?"He asked.
"I feel like death warmed over"I said
"Not what i was hoping for but i can work with that"He said
"I gotta buy a new phone now...i loved that phone.."I said
I glanced over graysons shoulder and Meredith and E where at it again

I swallowed and looked back at grayson who was still watching
"Disgusting"He said
"Gray...you don't have to make me feel better ....you know what i don't even care about Eth anymore"I said

Actually i have a one track mind and its always on ethan
ALWAYS

Grayson looked at me
"All she does when she comes over is suck Ethans dick-"
"Grayson!..please..shut the fuck up!"I said
He chuckled
"Your not over him"He said
"Well he sure is over me..."I said
"No he's not...he's just being a asswipe right now"Grayson said

"What did i do Gray....i mean i tried....so hard-"
"You didn't do anything wrong"He said

I glanced at grays earring
Then i got an idea

"Hey gray we should go get tounge piercings"I said
He laughed
"Why"He asked
"Because why the fuck not im already in enough emotional pain so lets make this shit physical"I said

He thought for a moment
"Alright......but you gotta pierce your ear too"He said

Ughhhhh
"Fine"i said
The bell rang and we where out
We went to the peircing shop and got our tounge's pierced

We both got black tounge rings and of course grayson made me get my cartledge pierced

"Im not getting no gay ass feather"I said
"Then get that thingy!"He said pointing to an earring

I like that

I got it

And it hurt slightly😰😂

We where driving back
We just kept sticking our tounges out and looking at it
😂😂😂😂😂

Our tounges where sore and a lil bit bloody😂
"You dunno nun"Grayson said with a swollen tounge

"SHUTUP"i said
My tounge had already began healing

Grayson drove passed my house
"Where are we going my place is back that way"I said
"We're gonna hang at my place"He said

Ok
"Is...ethan home.."I asked him

"Yeah but he doesn't come out of his room"grayson said
"Well i might burst out in tears if i see him so be warned"I said

"I know"He says

We got out and i saw ethans car just pulling in

I was so tempted to scream and run but im not five anymore
So i smiled and i waved
Dead as fuck inside
He kinda raised his eyebrows as he got out of his car and put his keys in his pocket

Why is he so fucking gorgeous and not mine!

Ethan walked up to Grayson

"This better not be what i think it is"Ethan told grayson almost in a whisper

"It's not bro"He whispered back
Ethan looked at me
His soft hazel eyes stared into mine
This makes me wish he was still my daddy and not someone else's