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Getting Better

"Zo?" I hear Dad yell to me from the kitchen. Currently I am laying in my bed reading, sadly, fan fictions. "What?'' I get up and open my bedroom door to be met with him getting ready to knock on it. "I need to ask you something... Do you want to stay in Cali with Joey and Kevin or do you want to go with me and Amanda to New York?" I thought for a minute. Would I rather be with Uncle Joey for a week or Mom and Dad in NY? Luna would be staying with Grandma. "I'm not good with planes so I would rather stay with Joey. Also its just a bunch of meetings and stuff so that wont interest me much." He nods and we go tell Amanda and call J-Fred. I have been getting better, for real. I still get depressed sometimes, but I make my way through it.  

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I perk up from my half sleep half awake state as I hear the voices of my family in the other room. "Do you think she is really getting better? She stays in her room so much all alone." "Well, she doesn't have any friends hardly." "Maybe we can fix that...." "If we can, how would we do it without offending her."  It sounded like Mom, Dad, Joey, and Bryan were in there. As weird as this seems, I'm actually extremely grateful that they are trying to help me, I'm going to do the best I can to help them help me. That was a mouth full to say. Is it strange that I am literally laughing extremely hard because of this? Oh well! My loud laugh stops their conversation and causes them to come to my room. "We thought you were asleep?" Mom said as she looks at me trying to figure out what's so funny. "I was, but I woke up, and then i got to thinking, and I thought a funny thought." They just look at me and i start laughing again as I think about it more. I don't even know why I think it is funny. "Oh and I want to help.....you........help......me." I had to say it slowly so I would say it correctly. They all smile and we talk and play games all night, considering this is Mom and Dads last night home for a while, I wanted to spend time with them. Over all, I'm getting better, and that is all that matters. 

Ok guys I realize I kind of ghosted on my readers and I am sorry. GOOD NEWS ALERT: I PROMISE to update every day for now on. If I don't, please call me out and I will fix my mistake. Also I have a new book idea, but I wanna know if any of you would read it. Anywho, I write a lot of poems and songs and quote like things in my spare time, and I was wondering if I should make a book on here of them all. Thoughts?