JB:but,i'll have some breaks and you'll visit me by any chance. i nod
U:i'll be bored without you. i hugged him.
JB:then make a youtube blog.
U:and let everyone know what i'm doing,then i'll get hate then they'll kill me. he rolled his eyes
JB:don't over react. we talked some more and he made me a youtube account.
--morning--
i woke up justin was still sleeping i went in the bathroom took a bath and wore this <http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=47845117> (two toned dress white&beige,beige heels,beige bag,sunglasses,love necklace) i went out and wrote a note on a piece of paper
*note*
morning justin, i didn't bother waking you up.i just can't see you walking away from me. sorry babe,see you in 4 years call me everyday! xoxo eims <3
i walked out of the room.i saw pattie
PM:EIMS! i put my finger on my lips to tell her be quiet i walk to her
U:justin's still sleeping. she had a confused loook
PM:aren't you going to the airport with us?
U:no,i can't see justin walking away from me knowing he'll be gone for 4 years.
PM:aww,do you think your relationship with him will work?
U:i don't know.well,i need to go now before he wakes up. she sighed then nod i went to my office and got a call from an unknown number
*phone convo*
U:hello?
Person:babe! why did you leave??
U:justin?
JB:i'm on my way right now,stay where you are.
U:no,justin.you'll be late!
JB:i can't leave with out seeing you. then he bursted in my office with his phone on his ears. he hugged me i hugged back.i kissed him on the lips,yes that's my first kiss he was surprised he pulled away then kissed me again.
U:i love you,justin.call me always?
JB:love you to.yeah.i have to go now. i broke down crying
JB:no no no..don't cry.
U:i told you! he walked out of my office.i just sat on my chair and worked harder to get my mind off of justin
i heard a knock
U:come in. richard came in
Richard:hey eims!you aight?
U:no,my boyfriend will be gone for 4 freaking years.
Richard:when he comes back you can get married! you'll be like 22 years old already!
U:i know,but a lot can happen in 4 years.
Richard:yeah,you can get promoted and stuff.
U:*smiles*
Richard:hey me and the others will go to a bar tonight want to come?
U:uhm...i'll think about it.
Richard:oh come on,you can't stay at your couch by yourself and eat a pint of ice cream by yourself!
U:how did you know i was going to do that?
Richard:i know you that good.
--night--
