It's Just Us

◇ Realizing ◇

I realize now,

I'm fading away.

'Renee'

Where is she running away to?

You told me,

"I feel like I'm loosing you,

The REAL you"

Am I running away from myself again?

I question,

everyday,

How someone so kind,

Could stand by me.

Someone,

Like you.

"All I do,

Is cause more problems"

You try to tell me,

It's not just me,

That we all do it.

"Take one every -"

I can,

Run away from myself,

Or,

I can try to fix myself.

But,

Fixing myself,

I'm never gonna be,

Completely fixed.

I'm not a damn machine.

"But, aren't you a machine?"

Am I?

Are my emotions,

Fake?

I don't think so,

Because,

When I think,

I'm going to lose you,

I can feel my heart,

Break.

I have a secret,

That I hide from you,

You'd call me crazy and run away for it.

So,

I'll keep it hidden,

Because,

I know,

You won't read this.

If you did,

You would've understood everything,

But,

You won't,

And I've come to accept it.

So,

For now,

This is Goodbye,

Dear Readers.