To The Boy/✔

Twenty seven

Boys now a days seem to think I am dating. Or I’m looking to date. Which by the way I am not. Not since Matthew Plac.

He did not ruin dating for me, he just made it very difficult for me to ever think about it. Also all of these were either weird or they just seemed… Well like another Matthew Plac. Which I was not going to set myself up for that one again.

But I wouldn't say I would cross dating off of the list, I definitely would. I’m just not ready for it. And definitely not with these Matthew Plac wannabes.

So I would very nicely turn them down and then walk away with no look back. Because there was no way I was going to give a second glance to a guy that I just turned down. That would mean I may have the slightest interest and I wouldn’t turn them down if I didn’t have the slightest interest.

And plus I have a lot going on. I have the floral shop, the library, working out, Gerald and consistent dinners and coffees with my family to deal with.

Also let's not forget that I have my senior year to deal with. A lot of people say ‘oh it's your senior year, go hell with it!’ well that's not me. I signed up for three AP classes and all of my other glasses were accelerated… Yay for senior where I won't be able to say to hell with it because this'll be a close second to hardest year of this he'll right after junior year.

So maybe dating is crossed off for right now at least.